Staying in

Keep going out these few days, I'm kinda tired...

I want to stay back home in the weekends and prepare my studies before going to China. There's no time to lose anymore...

Just Dance

I want to DANCE!

Gong Xi Gong Xi~

I'm back in KL again~ Well, a few days ago that is... If I'm not wrong, I'm back on Tuesday... Kinda blurry these days...

Starting having sore throat and cough recently because I didn't eat well during CNY. I had my own fun during those times. Well, except that I think my holidays were too short coz I didn't get to accompany my family and my best friend. A lot of people are back. My high school friends, the gang of seniors, met Teacher Chung in EP that day. I heard that she had cancer but that day I saw her being perfectly fine. Maybe she won the battle against the sickness. I hope she did. She's such a great teacher to me.

Anyway, went to my relatives place, went to meet up with my friends, went to friend's house during CNY. I don't know but I find CNY quite boring nowadays. It wasn't that fun like it use to be when we were young, playing cards, going around and watching lion dance performances. The more we grow up, the less fun we had.

Everyone said that I changed a lot as I grow up. I look different from when I'm a teenager, they said. But I guess one thing never change. Quote from Nulu: "She looks all cool and mysterious when she's walking along the road gracefully until you see her bang her head on a lamp post XD"... Yeah, I'm still your blur and dreamy girl...

Well, holidays are over, back to work. And there's tonnes of them waiting for me to finish them before mid of March. I can't believe there's still only a few more days before we're off to our China trip. Time flies so fast that it's getting hard to catch up with it.

I'm back again~

Spent sometime with BB's mom before I went back. Oh gosh... I think I screwed myself... =A=... Seriously, I'm not a person with words. So... I hope I don't make really fatal mistakes and act horrible... If I did... 'Aunty, I'm sorry!! >_<'

And now, I'm back to my sweet old Tawau! Went home by MAS. Woke up early, finished packing everything and I rushed out. We reached KLIA and I'm totally lost at which place is which. When's the last time I went to KLIA!? Oh, when I went to meet that witch Nulu on 2008. Right, back to the point. We keep asking around and finally I checked in. Went to see Rayray's present but I'm not sure if it suited her. Anyway, it's almost time for me to board. BB sent me to the security check point, and off I go. I'm sorry I have to leave on our 8th month ann. But I'll be back after 5 days. ARR! HOLIDAY'S ARE SO SHORT!!! I walked my way towards the gate. A08, shouldn't be that far... But I walked... and walked... and walked... and walked... and walked... and walked... Goddamnit, why is the freakin' gate so far away!? It took me around 15 minutes to get there! Luckily I'm not carrying my laptop. Anyway, I reached the gate and boarded the plane. Aah~ The wonderfulness of the airbridge! Unlike AirAsia, you have to climb the stairs to get to the plane...

I spent most of my flight dozing off. Then had Nasi Lemak there for breakfast. Suddenly remembered I forgot to bring my chargers, both for my phone and DS. Mom has a Nokia so maybe my phone won't die, but my DS... Ah well, since I'm going to go out often, maybe I don't have time for it too. I'll play when I'm going back to KL.

Finally reached Tawau on 11 sharp. Unlike AirAsia who's always delay delay delay. And then the wonderfulness of the airbridge~ <3 Muhahaha... Walked out of the plane, went to imigration, retrieve my luggage and walked out of the arrival hall, to my surprise, Mom wasn't there yet! But then I heard someone calling me 'Mei Mei!'. To my 2nd surprise~ Nulu and her Mom is there. Apparently, her brother Zutawin boarded the same flight with me. I didn't see him... ;P Will be meeting Nulu tonight for girl talk. xD You know what really amazes me is that, whenever I told her my problem, althought she laughes at me, I don't feel angry, instead, her laughter cheers me up. Seriously, she has a witchy attititude that always laugh at me in a making-fun-of-me way, but I don't get pissed. I got cheered up instead... Strange huh? XD

Mom told me she'll be late so she asked me to sit down and wait for her. Alright, I'll wait... I waited and waited, until suddenly a strange uncle sat beside me and started talking to me. Talk about going on in life, my relatives, my luck in this year, my boyfriend(??). He keep asking me if I wanted a ride home. Uh... ok, uncle, you really should have common sense that we can't get on to stranger's cars right? I don't know what he's up to but uh... Since my teenage years, I already have the tendency to attract 'uncles'... BB, if you read this, I know you're feeling 'jiong' or swt already. But it's true... I don't know if this counts but this is... the... 3rd time? =A= Should I get a ward to ward off oyajis?

Mom finally came! And I'm on my way back home! Apparently, they have the house painted. The living room is in soft red, the kitchen is in green. The lights have changed, my piano was moved to the previous dining room space, the fridge is in the kitchen, the stove is out at the backyard! XD I felt like I moved into a new home! XD Went up to my room and OMG~ My bed and everything are already in the master bedroom! Muhahahaha! If I stayed here longer, I'm gonna have a slumber party! MASTER BEDROOM'S MINE!!! Even have free wi-fi stolen from my neighbours~ (Or else how am I typing this blog XD)

Played Monopoly Deal with my sis. Damn it, this witchy girl always win me!

Will upload the pics of my house later~

And PS for BB: Mummy framed up the photo's from the photoshoot in the living room, I can't bring them back for you already~ Not that I don't want to~ XDDD

家在斗湖-沙巴斗湖华人纪事

OMG! It's my school!!


Cocoa~ Yes, Tawau has a volcano! That's why there's a hot spring, hence, there's Jalan Hot Spring, Taman Hot Spring, Kedai Kopi Hot Spring... (actually I'm not sure about the kedai kopi XD)


Sang Nyuk Mien!!!! Must eat if you come to Tawau!
OMG!!! Sabah Chinese High School! The only private chinese high school in Tawau! And my old high school!


SJK (c) Hing Hwa, Nulu's old primary school.



I'm SSing here watching these in Youtube. The uncles must be proud to see themselves on Astro. XD Yep, this is my sweet little hometown. Even though I keep complaining that it's too small, there's always power cut, water shortage, traffic problems, no shopping malls, no interesting places... But it's still the place where I grew up, where I learned majority of my life lessons to step towards the future, where I have my family and first met my best friends...

Another me

I saw my own reflection from Shyshy...

Shy, timid, can only think inside the box, a big bag full of jealousy and a crybaby...

Almost everything of me packed into one tiny furball...

Shyguy was really shy went he first met us. But after staying at home for a period of time, he gets really active...
I'm really shy if I met a new person for the first time. But I'll warm up and start joking around after I mingled with them.

Shyshy was so timid that he's so sensitive to every sound he hear and fear that it might hurt him.
I am too. I'm afraid that I walk out when people looked at me, I thought that there's something wrong with me.

Shy only thinks inside the box. Almost literally. Opened up the cage for him to step out, he thought he still can't get out.
I think things straight, I don't take turns, I'm not flexible...

Shyshy gets jealous over Mylo when we pay our full attention to that sick little boy. Yes, Mylo's sick, and he still gets jealous...
I get jealous over 2 dogs... What more... Mylo's not feeling well too... I'm pathetic aren't I?

Shyguy cries a lot. Almost every morning for no reasons. Either it's he's feeling lonely or he's jealous...
I don't cry if I feel lonely. I'm not afraid of being alone. I got used to it. But I do cry about being jealous. Crying over how ugly I am that I get jealous over things that I shouldn't get all worked up about. I'm such an idiot...

That's right...
I'm acting like a 11 month old puppy...

Done venting out my emoness... I seriously don't have time for FPP revision anymore... I'm going to screw tomorrow's quiz...
Thursday: Finish Human Nutrition Quiz, didn't study
Friday: Finish class, go for movies, didn't study
Saturday: Shopping whole day
Sunday: Went out whole day, last minute rushing for lab report, didn't study
Monday: Classes, didn't study

I have this afternoon to study, but I have other plans as well... So... Do you think I really can make it? = =... 10chapters in 1 day... Let's see how am I gonna do it...

A real boyfriend

Don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.

I don't care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson.

Just read this, it will make a difference.

If only everyone could see this and understand it.

When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she thinks shes stronger than you
Grab her and don't let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she pulls away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she does

When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers

When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

-Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes

-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

-Let her know she's important.

- Don't talk about other girls around her

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"Whose ass am i kicking baby?"


If you do post this in the next four minutes the one you love will :

Call you
Kiss you
Love you
Text you


Guys post as: "I'd be this Boyfriend.

Girls post as: "A real boyfriend"

and if you do not re-post this within 4 minutes and tag 13 people.
you'll have bad luck
with the one you love <3

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Got this from May's FB note... Touches your heart, ain't it girls? ^^

Long morning

Woke up late this morning because of the really nice weather... I was thinking that FPP lecturer will let it slide like usual, but not today...

Today's her last day of lecturing us before Ms. Lai take over the class. So she's thinking that we should have a breakfast session of McD so that she can explain some of the food processing McD. I went there late and she locked the classroom door. Huei Lin came late either... So both of us chose not to wait for class. I went to the library to do some research for my upcoming debate. The computer lab was out of power so I can't online. But anyway, time passed really quick.

Went for F. Microbio class and after that, head to FPP lab to start our project 'Popco-mania'. But then we found out that we can't have our lab during lunch time and we didn't book our equipments. Plus, we only booked the lab through the lab assistant instead of the lab technologist. The lab tech is very impolite. She looks sickly too. Mr. Ho came and explain to us that we need to book the time AND the equipments. And he even explained that the lab tech was on leave 3 days ago till yesterday. What? Sick and you can use that attitude towards us? We're only 1st timers in this project, we don't know a thing on these procedures. At least explain the procedure to us before looking at us like we're dirt... = =# Well, anyway, I'm still a little sleepy to be pissed off so...

We have 2 groups here so we discussed what equipments we need for our project and booked the time together so that the lab tech doesn't have to supervise 1 group a day. I know it's tiring if they're handling a group of immature kids almost every hour on every day so they make it a few groups into 1 day. Back to the point... I think my classmates are really nice people... Yes, I know I might sound naive that I trust them too much and stuff. I won't get to know such nice people after I stepped into the society to work. But even though we're discussing amongst ourselves, we still provide some ideas for other groups. Like, suggesting what they should add to their product to make it more special.

It's raining again... Waiting for BB to fetch me earlier today. Then run some small errands before watching 'Tooth Fairy' tonight. Going shopping by myself tomorrow! To-Buy list: A set of make-up brushes, Sis's clothes, Mom's present...

Yeah, today's Mom's birthday, planning to wish her Happy Birthday together with BB.

New home~ (partially)

And so~ I'm officially staying at Kafoong's place~

The only thing I moved to her room... my laptop... XD

I'll move my other clothes when I have finished tidying my stuff over there... Probably tonight...

Anyway~ Her room is nice. Probably going to buy a small mattress for myself here for rest. Met GC again~ Met Kafoong's brother but he's really a quiet guy. Met her other two guy housemates and had dinner together on the first day... It's really fun... But most of all~ Met their dog, Ah Teh~ XD He's such a sweet guy... But a very scary destroyer at that... Sniffed me, sniffed my bag, pulled my stuff out... I was reading my notes the other day, and he came up to me and try to sneak it away from me XD. So cute...

Speaking of dogs... introducing our new family member, Ace de Shyguy aka Shyshy the silky terrier~ Like his name, he's a shy male pup. He's so timid that he doesn't dare to move much in a place. BB said he and I share a similar personality. Well... Yes for the socializing and warming up part. I'll be like I don't want to go to a new place, but after that I'll warm up to it and before I realize it, I'm already having fun myself. XD But he keeps on peeing everywhere he goes, and now... humping Mylo... Mylo got bored of his humping tho XD. He can be quiet a noisy little boy when we all left him alone in his cage. Mylo acted like he's a good ol' big brother to the little guy. This month's going to be both sons birthday. Mylo's going to be 2 and Shyshy's gonna be 1... ^^

It's raining heavily now. Thunder keep roaring over the skies like its the end of the world. Kafoong went back to her hometown, leaving me alone in her room. Ah Teh came up to see what's up with me XD. Apparently, he's still curious and cautious of who I am, suddenly coming to the house without any announcement. XD And he nearly kissed me a moment ago, because of his sniffing. It's nice to have his company in this weather though. Makes me thought of the holidays, spending quality time together with Mylo alone at home in a storm...

The right decision

I just realized...

My results are acceptable over there...

But I chose to stay...

And I hope I did made the right choice...