聰明女孩需背下來

1.收到甜言蜜語的短信，記得微笑，然後刪除。

2.想辦法努力賺錢，而不是如何省錢。

3.憤怒的時候，數到30，再說話。

4.喜歡的東西自己努力買，不要指望別人送。

5.少喝果汁多吃水果，少吃零食多喝水，少坐多站，少想多看，少說多做，少懷舊多憧憬。

6.永遠不會再有第二個男人像爸爸這樣愛你，所以最愛的男人當然是爸爸。

7.不要24小時都想念同一個人。可以分一點給家人和朋友。

8.不要認為找個有錢男人就什麼都有了。世界上年輕的女孩子，多的就像貨櫃上的可樂，喝不喝都無所謂。

9.吃下去的就堅決不再吐出來，所以吃之前要想清楚。

10.寂寞的時候，不要聽慢歌，懷舊或者膩死在網上，站起來做運動或者去找朋友八卦。

11.看透的時候，假裝沒看透。

12.工作的你，和遊手好閒的你，絕對不是同一個人。

13.做好防曬，但記得適當地曬曬太陽。心情也會進行光合作用。真的。

14.真正看中的東西就買，不要借錢，想清楚之後再決定，決定之後就不要後悔 。

15.銀行卡的密碼不要用男友的生日。

16.永遠不向從前的戀人訴苦。

17.出門之前，根據步行的時間和強度考慮要穿的鞋子。

18.要讀好書,陶冶情操,提高品位。

19.可以淘便宜的衣服，但記得自己的品位比這個價位高。

20.桌上的護膚品永遠比化妝品多，貴，好，對於女人來說外養不如內調。

21.養成寫日記的習慣，哪怕隻言片語。

22.可以不認同，但學會尊重。

23.注重內心，但不忽略外表。

24.做不了決定的時候，讓時間幫你決定。如果還是無法決定，做了再說。寧願犯錯，不留遺憾!

25.打電話的時候記得微笑，對方聽的見。

26每月記帳，每月儲蓄。

27.瞭解潮流，但不必跟風。

28.看起來多大年齡，就有多大年齡。

29.相信愛情和mr.right的存在，在此之前也不拒絕和mr.wrong們分享人生。

30.如果發短資訊給你喜歡的人，他不回。不要再發

31.不要為了任何人任何事折磨自己。比如不吃飯、哭泣、自閉、抑鬱，這些都是傻瓜才做的事。當然，偶爾傻一下有必要，人生不必時時聰明

32.穿有質感的衣服，找有品質的男朋友。他不一定很有錢，但是一定要能讓你有安全感和開心。

33.如果決定離開一個人，行動要快一點，快刀斬亂麻；如果決定愛上一個人，時間拉長一點，看清楚是否適合你。

34.閒情時候自己煮花茶煮咖啡喝，或者做茶點吃，放一段柔情音樂，翻閱幾頁好書，然後睡個懶覺，快哉。

35.學會承受痛苦。有些話，適合爛在心裡，有些痛苦，適合無聲無息的忘記。當經歷過，你成長了，自己知道就好。

36.任何場合，保持應有的涵養。學會說謝謝、辛苦您、對不起。做錯了事情要懂得道歉和改過.

I'm back!

SO~ Where am I now?

Yep, in this familiar apartment with his 2 (smelly) sons XD [They're also yours!!] =3=.

I came back with Mom on last Thursday and with hunny helping, we brought her to Genting for a nice destressing trip. She seems to like it, even played jackpot in the casino. I should go try that next time. We went to The Curve, Sunway Pyramid, Pavilion, Sungei Wang. Mom enjoyed a lot... I think...

Sunday, we sent Mom to the airport and then, get ready for Anicom. Yep, Anicom! Memorable event for me! XD MonaDave caught the audiences' heart. Everyone laughed like crazy when he was performing. It was really ridiculously funny. XD

Since Monday I have been a bit busy with my studies. Went to school to see HOP, met up with the girls who were having their finals, and then went to have an appointment for the co-op briefing. Yep, taking co-op and I won't be back to Tawau till end of December. Means, I can go for AFA and CF. oAO OMG! They asked me to cos as Zhen Ji from DW6... I never played the game before. But I get to wear a cheongsam! XDDD

Life here has been quite easygoing since I'm still in my holidays. Planning outings with friends, spend time with hunny, indulge in my own privacy alone at home. It's nice. Tho I started to miss Grady a lot.

Well, there's still things to tidy up... And I have to get working on the mask. Deadline is getting near! Ganbatte people! And I have to be one of the helpers in this Sunday's skit. oAO!?

Paper and glue

Paper? Glue? What am I up to?
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Alright, I'll let you have a look...






I'm making a certain marksman's mask!!

Well, first of all, see the bowl? XD That's Mom's favorite bowl for cooking. I pressed foil paper around it for the shape of the mask, then cover the foil paper with strips of newspaper and white glue. Turns out quite good for my liking though~ Consider this the first time I'm seriously making props for cosplay.

But I wonder how am I going to hide it and bring it to KL without damaging it...

Lu lu la la lu~~~~~~~

站起来

终于暂时熬过了一场暴风雨

可是暴风雨几时还会来，我也不知道

如果还有下一次

但愿能够比这次更坚强得熬过去

低落

心情很低落

低落到谷地

连平时喜欢做的事情也没有心情去做

只会对人乱乱发脾气

我也不知道我要什么

已经哭了差不多一个星期

不知道还有没有眼泪

Reality can be beautiful

I just sent him to the airport at around 5, where he's going back to his usual working days in KL... Tried so hard not to cry but I still did... I'm sorry, I didn't mean to... You know I'm a crybaby... It ain't your fault either, because I'm just weak.... Like every other girl, I'm made out of water droplets...

It all started on a lazy Friday, and I woke up late as usual. I got an sms from honey as usual, and I thought he's late to work again. I even gave myself a mental note 'Set alarm at 9.45am every working day to wake him up'. Well, in a blurry mode, I switched on the computer, went to brush my teeth, sms honey, change my clothes and I got an mms.

"... Isn't this the Taman Joo Hwa sign?"

Honey, where did you get that? ... I freaked out mentally... Erm, if I have a picture of my face that time, I probably looked like I've seen a ghost float by in front of me. And the next mms freaked me out practically.

"ISN'T THIS MY HOUSE!?!?!?!?"

Something smells really fishy that moment and I took a peek through the bathroom window. There's that familiar back view of a very familiar person, wearing green button up shirt, jeans and holding the handle of a black-colored luggage, trying to hide himself by my neighbor's gate pillar. I couldn't believe what I saw... I couldn't believe this was reality back then. And I rushed down to open the door...

That's right, he gave me a big surprise that I lost my soul. XD He was standing right in front of me, in person. It wasn't a dream (Heck, I dreamed about us the morning before this). I had a hard time convincing myself. How should I describe myself? Like a child who's fallen into Candyland? XD I could've glomped him on the spot if the ground wasn't cement...

We spent one afternoon walking around in town area for his work, went a little shopping in the evening and then watch him play MGS2 at night. I couldn't sleep that night, probably because I'm too happy then. The next day, we stayed at home as I watched him play MGS2. Told ya, it's better to watch him play that game instead of playing it myself. It's too complicated for me. Then at night, we watched Ip Man 1 and 2 and went to sleep.

Today, we spent time with each other for a while, had lunch late afternoon and then sent him to the airport.

感觉真的很幸福很幸福，好像在发美梦。
这三天根本难以相信这些都是事实。
可是你跟我说 “傻瓜，你还以为你在发梦吗？”
原来事实也可以是美丽的。
这三天是我在修养的4个月里最开心的3天。
谢谢你为我做的一切

愛してる...
ずっと...

Spoilt

我被宠坏了...

怎么办？

Angels and Devils

The devil nearly got my heart, and now, hear as the angel speaks...

I have everything I want...
I have everything I need...
And yet, why do I feel jealous over something that I don't need?

One day, I will see through the mist and find my way out
I won't get lost again...

The ugly side of me

Since young I've keep feeling jealous of people who are better than me
Especially people who are close to me
Family, friends... those who I think I should be better than them...
When they got better than me... I got jealous...

Especially my sister... My one and only sister...
A very big contradiction to my personality...
She is better than me in some things...
I got jealous... I felt ugly...

Sometimes I wonder...
Why do I feel jealous? What am I jealous of?
The fame?
Why do I need it anyway?
What's the use of it?
So... Why do I feel jealous in the first place...?
Why?

It's all rebellious youngster talk right now...
And I came to a conclusion...
I have someone who sees me, cares about me and gives me full attention on only me...
Why do I see myself as not worthy?

Green-eyed monster aka jealousy...
May you be buried in the depths of my heart and never resurface ever...

Colors of the heart

No, its not about UVER...

What color is your heart?

I saw mine...

Red with anger
Green with envy
Blue with depression

An ugly combination...

不明白

不明白~不明白~为什么你这么放不开~

= =
你不要傻啦,那几颗菜都不到'一斤',当众跟我抢过来给你一个人拿完...
叫我煮菜,锅重到半死你又不讲!?
关心归关心,你不要这样关心法咧,很不合理吔...
叫你不用担心,我也是想快点好起来的,我不会伤害自己,结果被你念...
不明白...

还有那个碍眼的
你不要那么过分!!
霸占了人家的房间,一点不好意思也没有,还要我们这样服侍你
你那个碍事的也是一个,她以为我们整家人在这个世界上专门服侍你的是不是!?
去死啦!!!!
酱不会做人
简直影衰晒D废人...
你害到我被骂的那笔帐,迟早我三倍奉还给你!!
不明白...
不明白...

不明白有些人怎样想的...

July

ZOMFG!! IT IZ FINALLY JULY!!!!!

"Brains..." *munches on a random peashooter*

I bet he's munching on a sunflower...
Ny, are you?

We've turned to zombiez!!

48 days

48 more days... But I'm gritting my teeth to go through these empty days...

Sigh, not that I don't like home, just that I miss everything there...

Praying that time flies pass quickly...

Bored

4 words...

I AM SO BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!


あなた...　会いたかった...

T3T

Usually, I don't like to write about arguments and quarrels I had... Because it's not a happy memory, I just want to delete it from my brain and move on remembering the happy memories... But this one, I must remember it always and forever, because it's a lesson for me to learn, that I must never ever repeat the very same mistakes ever again in my life...

Darling and I were happily smsing each other yesterday... until he said something about going to flirt... Being an emotional, easy-to-switch-on-the-wrong-switch, unreasonable, 'small-gas' little girl, I got flared up even if he told me the real truth that it's just a joke. And that's where all hell broke lose... I was thinking, 'Okay~ You think its funny huh!? I'll show you what's funny...' So I fired at him through sms... And he got the wrong idea... I didn't mean that I don't like him going out meeting his friends or whatever. I just got my emotions into me again... At that very moment, I really realize the meaning 'Disaster comes out from the mouth'... I felt very regret...

I know he really won't go out to flirt, not only because I trust him, it's because he proved to me. But I just got overwhelmed by the feeling that I want to overpower him back so I yelled. And it was a very very wrong move... Gosh, my ego is one big pain in the butt... I am super EGOISTIC! Ego, ego, ego, it's always my pride and my ego... and my damn stupid emotions... How I wish I can put these down and be a truly perfect girl that he sees me as...

Even though he put all the blame on himself... Even though he don't wanna admit that it's my fault to begin with... In truth, the problem starts from me... A big sticky note to self for once and for all... "NEVER LET EGO AND PRIDE GET IN BETWEEN US ANYMORE"...

How egoistic I can be? I'll tell you how... Sometimes, I get a very ticked off when people tried to teach me something I don't know. Yes, my pride ate me up and I lose my rationality to it... I'm still finding ways to get over it... Maybe I need a psychologist... Yes, I'm serious...

He hasn't talked to me for the whole day. Even though I sent a single sms to him, he still replied me coldly... I guess he hasn't finished getting mad over the whole incident and over me (even if he doesn't admit he is)... I felt very bad since last night till now... I wonder what is he doing... Sulking is definitely... But... I really miss him a lot... He once said I can leave him be and he'll find me back after he felt alright... But waiting is difficult... I don't dare to bother him... But I really miss him...

I'm so sorry...

他

虽然他看起来傻里傻气的，可是我看到了他认真的一面。
虽然有时他很孩子气，可是我看到了他成熟的一面。
别人看他可能会觉得他吊儿郎当，其实他处事很有条理。
有时他也有不可理喻的时候，可是他只是为了他重要的人而着想。
然而，为了他心爱的人着想的同时，他宁愿牺牲自己的幸福，一心想要他最爱的人过得快乐。
他付出了很多，自己的时间和生活都花在一个女生的身上，陪她做她喜欢做的事情。
虽然有时他失落的时候，说了一些不堪入耳的话，但是这些话，都是因为他想要他喜欢的人幸福。
他做的每一件事情，开心的也好，不开心的也好，都是为了一个他最重要的人。

给我的他，
感谢你为我做的一切，我身为一个在你生活中很普通的女生，我拥有了全世界最幸福的幸福。
别计较谁付出太多，谁应该得到更多。
别只一直太过为我着想。
这些是不需要去想。
我只想要珍惜我拥有你在我的世界里。
只是想开心得和你过日子。
谢谢你
我爱你

And I went through it...

It was kinda tough for me, but still I gritted my teeth and went through it... And now, I'm on my way to recovery...


Monday, I went to KK with Mom stopping at Sandakan by MAS Wings. It's like a chibi Boeing! So cute! XD Anyway, the journey was alright. Reach there and Wan Yee Jie jie, Jason Gor gor came to fetch us. We had dinner together at their house. Javy was running around the house. She's such an energetic girl. Jovan, only 7 months old, is such a smiley baby, always smiling and laughing around with his baby laughs. Not to mention his stylish hairdo. XD Its not gel, it's only olive oil.


On Tuesday, I waited for the whole day to see the doctor. Jie jie came back in the afternoon and checked with the doctor if I can see her now. We went to Coffeebean to wait while having afternoon tea, and then went to the specialist center. We waited till around 9 until it's finally my turn. She checked on me and recommended that I go for a more accurate CT scan in Rafflesia Medical Center. She even offered to help me book an appointment with the radiologist.


Wednesday morning, we got a call from the nurse from the doctor. She said I can go for the scan on 11am, so I cannot eat anything until then. We reached Rafflesia Medical Center by 10am and waited for my turn. They gave me water and contrast to drink to sort of... dye my blood for a better view. Well, in theory it's something like that. XD Anyway, I drank the liquid, and it's my turn for the scanning. I lie down on the thing and was poked at the back of my hand to inject something into my blood vessels. They can't find my blood vessels again... = =... It always happens. Anyway, I did what they told me to, breathe in, breathe out, hold my breath, and the nurse pumped something through the needle into my blood vessels. It hurts at 1st but then it felt nothing after a few seconds. The report can only be obtained the next day. I want Mom to feel a bit at ease so I offered to accompany her to go shopping in the new mall, Suria Sabah. Well, there wasn't much shops in there, it's still brand new.


Thursday morning, I went back to the doctor to have my blood test, and then after that went to Digi center to settle something and a little shopping in Parkson and Wisma Sedco to prepare my surgery for the next day. We went for another grocery shopping in City Mall at night. I was really anxious... I look like I'm ok, but inside my heart, I really felt anxious... I'm really scared... Hunny did his best to calm my nerves... Shi-chan also kept me busy by joking around... Thank you so much... I'm so glad that I have you...


Friday morning, I talked to hunny on the phone (after being scolded by him the previous night XD). He did his best to distract me from feeling worry. I owe so much to him :). The nurse helped me prepare everything. The drip was kinda painful. =A= And soon, at 8am sharp, I was sent to the operation room. They injected the anaesthetic and it stings like freakin' hell! After that, I saw the whole world spin and blackout XD. It was scary...

The moment I open my eyes again, I realized that I was being transffered into a single room. The wound hurt really bad. But the nurse told me the painkiller will take effect around 15 minutes. So I waited, and it subsided. For the whole day, I slept, woke up, slept again and woke up. I can't think straight. I still manage to sms my friends telling them I'm fine. But I really can't think too much.


Saturday, I woke up early. The nurse kept checking on my blood pressure and tempereture. My cousins came to visit me. I manage to take a few steps around the room and out of the ward to the counter. But it's still difficult. I really hope time flies fast so that I'll heal fast. I had enough of the pain.


Sunday, I was discharged from the hospital. Gor gor Jason and Jie jie's uncle carried me up to the 5th floor by using a chair. Kinda... scary journey. XD It hurts when I coughed and laughed so I tried hard to suppress it. The problem is whatever mom said sounds funny to me, and I laughed... = =


I'm recovering now. I really thank those who helped me through this big ordeal. Especially mom, she was worried sick about me. Now everything's fine. Hunny too, he felt bad that he couldn't be by my side when I'm going through this. But it's ok, I'm so glad that he cared for me all the time. A big thanks to Jie jie, gor gor and kau mou for taking good care of me and helping me get to the doctor.

Finally, it's over, I'm recovering... and I'll be back!

22nd birthday

It's a special birthday this year. Really...

Surprisingly, I got a birthday wish from him. XD Haha!! I remembered I was fooling around and I saw the notification email pop up. Went to check facebook and stared there. 'What the heck!? Is he even active in FB??' Went to check what he posted on my wall and he wished me Happy Birthday. Okay~ That was very very very unexpected... Seriously... But... that's very sweet of him, thanks a lot, sir! Lol! I was very antsy the day before I go back. I use to feel great even being all alone at home. Enjoying my privacy and all that. But I don't feel like that that day. No idea why... I'm starting to get scared of being lonely...

I stayed in the room almost all day because I don't feel kinda well. I had sore throat and my head felt heavy. So all the time being, I was on bed talking to my best friend/boss. Don't feel like the next day was my birthday either because I'm going back to my home. xD Anyway, honey came back like usual that night, and then we talked a lot about this and that and stuff... Somehow that topic made me felt inconfidence tugging at the back of my heart... Even till now...

At 12am sharp, I got tonnes of 'popipopipopopipo' smses from my friends. The first one was from my minion Mrs. Tamaki, XD... So punctual!! Then honey went out, came back in by turning off the lights, and they all came in with a big birthday cake for me. XD Haha!! XDD Hanzo look like he was reluctant to come in and sing... XDDDDD Well, with all the candle blowing and stuff, we all enjoy the chocolaty fudgy cake. So full of chocolate. Rayray gave me a tiny teddy bear with my birthday on it. It can even change its sweater. x3... I'm gonna make one for the little guy... We went to sleep around 2am or so and then, I woke up at 4am and start preparing... Reached airport at 6.30am, checked-in and VERY RELUCTANTLY say good bye to the baka. Just in time to line up for boarding. I think I'm the last one. xDDD And I think I met that Shin Bun there, but I'm not sure if it's him. I'm getting more blur and my coughing is getting worse.

Slept throughout the whole plane ride. Yes, I'm beat... Honey asked me to check my bag once I got it. I opened it and to my surprise, its Cupido and Cupipi!!! >u< OMG!!!! I love them so much!!! Reached home and saw the four most adorable creatures on earth, Grady's puppies. They are only a month old. Their ears are still floppy and they still can't run really well. Such cute little babies. 1 son and 3 daughters. X3 But Gray is such a spoilt mother... *shake head* After fooling around with the puppies, I crashed on the sofa and felt asleep. I had fever that afternoon and my coughing got worse to the extend that I nearly threw up.

Fell sick on my birthday. How funny. XD But I got a lot of birthday wishes from friends around. It really makes me happy. And the most touching one is the tiny surprise that honey gave me. Thank you for everything. I meant it from the bottom of my heart.

Invader!!

Someone invaded my PC.... Hello? PC stands for personal computer... get it? PERSONAL!! P.E.R.S.O.N.A.L.!!!!!! If you don't get it in English, it means 个人电脑, m'kay??

I got seriously ticked off when I found out that someone used my laptop without my permission on that Monday. Not even a single sms asking for permission to use it... Even though I may be sitting for my exams, at least an sms so that I knew you actually ASKED for PERMISSION???? My laptop even have some bookmarks that I don't know about... Hey, I only know you for about 2 weeks... Based on our relationship, I don't think we're until the extend that I can let you use my stuff freely without asking?? AND... who let you open and see our stuff like its yours!?!?!? Things that we put aside in bags, or cases... Normal people won't go SNOOPING around poking their noses in to see what the *beep* is that... It's just IMPOLITE!!!! Use your mouth to ASK... better yet, DO NOT TOUCH!!!

I'm so freakin' gonna paste a 'Do not touch' signboard all over my things one day... I'm warning ya, if you do that again, thinking that you can actually get your grubby hands on all over my personal belongings, I'm getting you OUT!!!!

OMGWTF!?!?

Read the title, and you can guess there's another big shocking news...

Me, Cindy the sheep... has a big cyst in her ovary...

o_O!! WTF!?!

And it's as big as approximately 16cm...

*gasp* *shocked* *faint*

So~ Instead of happily going home to celebrate my birthday and enjoy my holidays at this end of month, I'm going to see the doctor and plan my surgery...

=_=... 本当に面倒だ...

At first when I heard the news from the gynecologist, I was shock. I couldn't really digest the shocking news. But after a while, I felt a lot better...

I told some of those who were closest to me. BB was there, so he was the 1st to know. Mom was 1st in my 'to-tell list'... Then next was my boss and my minion... They all were like... 'OMG! I'm so sorry for you. Everything will be alright, don't worry too much k?' Even BB's Mom told me not to worry too much about it, it's only a minor surgery.

Thanks a lot guys... I really appreciate it. I'm fine, don't worry. I know I can handle it.

I was wondering, why are they so worried sick when I'm the one that's going for the surgery.
They were wondering, why can I be so happy-go-lucky when I'm the one that's going for the surgery...
Funny right? XD
To tell the truth, I thought a lot about it too. But it's not much use worrying about it now right? Until I get to see the doctor after my finals, I can't do anything about it either. It's not like, I can poke a needle in it, let the fluid leak out and there, done. No more cyst...
So... In the meantime... Finals are coming up, so study hard, study well and smart, bring down those damn papers, celebrate my upcoming 'pop-out-of-egg' day and go home for the damn surgery...

I'm too optimistic for my own good, ain't I?

On the bright side, I can't wait go get a flatter tummy!! XD

金牛怪癖大全

生活习惯：

轻微洁癖 喜欢洗手看到脏的地方就很在意而烦感
疑心病重走路喜欢往后看
非常有艺术气息
热爱孤独，不喜欢吵闹的地方，不喜欢别人在旁边不停的交

谈
喜欢屋子暗暗的感觉，白天也想拉上窗帘
整理癖
经常连续的失眠或者嗜睡
轻微强迫症
有收集癖对喜欢的人事物全心投入
喜欢限量或者稀少不宜被拥有的东西
喜欢写字看书
言出必行 答应别人的再难也想做到
恋旧物 喜欢两种男香希望男友用这种 爱穿衬衣和呢子大衣的男人 最讨厌不绅士的男人 不喜欢虚伪自私的人 很重感情
喜欢看别人的手
好心肠容易出手帮助朋友保护朋友
喜欢为喜欢的人朋友做事却不需要给他们知道
喜欢胡思乱想
喜欢拥抱喜欢那种恨不得把身体揉进去的感觉
容易做梦
最希望手 脸 头发干净
不喜欢别人私自动自己的东西或者说是讨厌
喜欢去没什么人的地方（如：老旧的书店 楼顶等）
喜欢买小东西 乱花钱买没用的东西
在家不喜欢穿正常衣服
喜欢隐藏

精神上：
容易超热情或超冷漠
偏执
敏感
隐忍
逞强
独立
倔强
同情心
占有欲
既是老人又是孩子
喜欢照顾别人又想变成孩子
容易察觉别人内心真实善恶
易被纯真感动泪腺还是比较发达的
是最容易脸红害羞的人
有身体洁癖
对恋人喜欢身体接触抚摸，其他人“离我远点”
有点抗拒别人接近
爱纠结 不达目的过十年都不甘心
轻微自我毁灭倾向 却是建立在某种悲悯的自我拯救情节中
喜欢猫狗。 喜欢动物 尤其喜欢带毛毛的 喜欢自然 甚至讨厌人类
喜欢刺激
喜欢血腥黑暗系的东西但不需要拥有
喜欢玩 尝试玩各种各样的东西 什么都好
喜欢买护肤品 喜欢化妆品 不喜欢用
喜欢衣物即使自己不合适
喜欢被人拥抱 不喜欢接吻
喜欢暧昧不喜欢拍拖
喜欢追逐的感觉
容易喜欢上一个人也容易厌烦但爱的时候会死去活来
爱的纯粹不想保留
对不感兴趣的东西看都不看一眼 对不感兴趣的人没表情 想装都难
轻微报复心
喜欢研究神秘的东西
讨厌束缚 喜欢自由
极其讨厌虚伪
铁齿有主见比较相信眼见为实
说话有时很毒
喜欢虐待 自虐或被虐精神上
善于思考 适应力强
耐心只表现在【非常】喜欢的人或物上

别爱上金牛座

金牛座是个不用对别人放电却可以将人电到的唯一星座

金牛座的人偶尔给人很高调的样子,他们的性格自成一派.

金牛座的人常常被人说是忽冷忽热,

金牛座的人常常让人觉得他们闷闷不乐.

金牛座的人往往很像双子,拥有双重性格,要深处才会发现

.

金牛座的人一半明朗一半忧伤,一半冷漠,一半热情.

金牛座的人对陌生人无视,对不熟的人外热内冷,

金牛座的人遇到喜欢的人反而有种疏远感,他们会害羞.

金牛座的人有时很霸道,强烈的占有欲,

金牛座的人懒,怕麻烦,所以不喜欢和人搞暧昧，不喜欢勾心斗角，不擅长心机。

金牛座的人慢热,他们把感情也当作一种艺术欣赏,他们选择慢慢雕琢,细细品位.

金牛座的人其实不敦厚,这只是外表而已,但并不是完全没有.

金牛座的人似乎都看起来傻傻的,这是一种自我保护方式.

金牛座的人很讨厌别人骗他(她),但除了自己最爱的人之外,如果你欺骗了他,他会很聪明的捉弄你,说谎也看不出马脚.

金牛座的人有时会很有耐心,有时没.

金牛座对自己要求很高,

金牛座的人守护神是美与爱之神维纳斯所以品位很高.

金牛座喜欢自然的东西,

金牛座选衣服不会盲目追求品牌,会选择有质感的衣服.

金牛座很冷 ，一定要對方先流露出对他有好感，他才会散發出她的熱情

金牛座低調： 默默無聞。他一向是高調做事，低調做人 ，其實他要的不多，他要的只是一個避风港，避风港对金牛座來說太重要了，一個知心的朋友，一個他愛的并且也深愛他的人。金钱，名利，地位這些他看的很淡泊，唯一具备殺傷力的就是感情，感情如果受到傷害那就全毁了

金牛座希望有一個自己的城堡，如果可以，他愿意用一輩子的時間躲在城堡里，永遠不出来

金牛座哭泣 ：他受傷后會躲在被子里獨自哭泣，請相信這不是在博取你的同情，這是他這樣一个内心骄傲的人不得已時的場景

金牛座脆弱 ：很傷感的他雖然習慣在人们面前偽裝得很坚强，其實很脆弱，也很傷感地聽著傷感的音樂，看著悲傷的电影，他的眼中会渗出淚花

金牛座外表堅強，内心脆弱，孤傲只是用來保护自己，害怕被傷害，不會偽裝自己，不會討人欢心，

金牛座喜歡充滿陽光，他不一定很富有，他喜歡养尊处优，他有一种想讓人多看一眼的獨到氣質

金牛座孤獨 寂寞的他从不轻言說愛， 他的愛很沉默， 那并非他缺少那份勇氣，是因為在他的心里有一道護欄--那就是自尊，他看的比生命更尊貴的自尊，如果有一天，金牛對你說：l love you 那么希望你好好的珍惜他 因為他對你說了。。。。。。 那就代表你在他心中的地位超过了他的自尊


别愛上金牛座，金牛座討厭虚伪,討厭謊言,討厭欺騙 别愛上金牛座，金牛座没有安全感,也不會給别人安全感 别愛上金牛座，金牛座愛不起,更怕受傷害 别愛上金牛座，金牛座喜歡自欺欺人,一直以為以後都會好的 别愛上金牛座，金牛座很傻,很天真 金牛座堅強,淡然.他的心時常會痛，就象那些輾轉在自尊下的愛痛了，疼了。會好的 别愛上金牛座，金牛座很傻,很天真 金牛座堅強,淡然.他的心時常會痛，就象那些輾轉在自尊下的愛痛了，疼了。
要是爱上了，就请容忍他,以上的秉性，并且好好疼他。

皇后娘娘起驾

皇后娘娘来过了？

不是啦，皇后娘娘还没驾到，就说不要来了...

3心2意的皇后娘娘...

Yep, Mom changed her mind again. She's not coming... = =

On the bright side, she won't find out where I'm ACTUALLY staying...

On the not-so-bright-side, no one goes shopping with me... =3= I wanna go to 'Skin Food'...

Oh well... She'll come one day... But when will it be, I don't know...

Finals are coming, I'm in a study mood currently. I hope I don't burn myself out before the week after next...

よし！頑張ってるよ～

皇后娘娘即将驾到...

zomg...

MOM ISH COMING TO KL!!!!!! *running around in circles*

I hope she doesn't find out that I'm actually not really staying at KF's place... And...
I hope she doesn't lecture me too much...

Wait... that means I'm hoping that I'll lose the bet?

BB and me were on a bet about what will Mom think about him.

BB said: "放心啦！我很有长辈缘的~!"

Yeah right... We'll see about my Mom... But then... The after effects were all reflecting on me, since I'm her daughter, what she say will eventually be converted into lecture for me...

"Lui ah, #$%*&#$%*$@#^$%*#%*#&%$"

=A=

困ります...

But somehow, I do feel excited that Mom's coming over... Coz I can go enjoy spa treatment with her! And go shopping too~ Aah! I want that Maybelline Pink Ochre Mineral Foundation! And an orange colored lipstick/gloss and a concealer!!

And maybe an Anna Sui Purse...

I'm such a vain and materialistic shopaholic... *blush*

A heart-warming dinner

I had dinner with my ex-housemates Seng Sia, Ivy, See Theng and Sandra yesterday evening. And the idea came from my blue hair. XD Sandra was curious about my blue hair in FB, and we started spamming, and then out comes the idea about a small dinner get-together. It's really heart-warming. We use to live under the same roof, seeing each other everyday. And now we were separated.

We talked about how our new living style and new roommates are. Seng Sia don't really like her roommate that much from what she told us. XD Anyway, we ate and talked and took photos in Fun OK. I really miss those old times. Now that listening to UVERworld's AwakEVE album and Utada Hikaru's This is the One album always bring back those memories... I miss that life very much...

I never knew I was that tired yesterday. That explains the extremely bad mood I had last night while I'm waiting. I slept till I don't know what happened around me this morning like a dead log... It's been a long time since I slept that deep...

Now~ Back to the world of lab reports... I'll be isolating myself from the world again...

Running away

I felt left out...

I'm sorry... But I really do...

If that's the case...

Please allow me to run away... For the time being...

I'm sorry for being such a coward...

I'm sorry for being weak...

But I'm tired for trying hard...

I don't want to know if you ever appreciated my hard work or not...

I'm just too tired...

Fake

I hate faking a smile when I'm not happy at all...
I hate faking being cheerful when I'm very tired...
But for the sake of not making others feeling uneasy, I still faked everything...

Heh... How funny can I be?

Stress

I cried today, while talking to Mom through the phone. Regarding about my studies.

Where does the stress come from?

Indirectly from her?
She keep asking me to check out universities from Australia.
She wanted me to go overseas
Graduate with an oversea cert
Get a higher post in work
Earn higher
Get a better life...

Directly from myself?
I want to get good results
I cannot fail
If I fail, it means I'm dumping money into the sea
Even if Mummy said that it's alright as long as I tried my best
But I still can't go through myself
I don't allow myself to fail...

So, where does it really come from?

In the end, Mummy asked me not to stress myself too much
If I failed, I can resit as many times as I want
As long as I graduate university...

I cried even harder...
I don't know...
I had very complicated emotions...

Guangzhou + Non-human week + GACC

Alright, long time no update... So be prepared for a SUPER long entry this time!

5/3/2010-12/3/2010
Guangzhou trip
I went to Guangzhou for a week with BB, his mother and uncle. We departed on 5th March early in the morning at around 5am. I was kinda excited. It's my 2nd trip overseas. When we finally reached there, my first impression of Guangzhou was 'OMG, the streets looked really old... Did I come to the right place to travel?'. We traveled our way to our hotel and then have a walk around. So many stuff to buy for cosplay! WOOT! The streets really do look old but I got used to it on the first day. Blame it on my strong adapting ability. Anyways, BB's mom and uncle left to HK on the 2nd day, leaving us both in Guangzhou. We went to a lot of places like Guangzhou Zoo, OneLink Wholesale center, and most interesting and exciting of all, DONGMAN CITY!!

Guangzhou Zoo was huge. We saw a lot of wild animals that we can't see in Malaysia. I fell in love with the big wolf there. XD Thers are lions, tigers, pumas, and lots of jaguars pacing around. I love the lions! No, doesn't remind me of Loki, but Nobuto's hair instead. XD... Nah, just kidding. We finally got to see China's most precious possession, the panda! It looked so cute with it's black and white coat. The black bear cubs there were chasing around like little kids playing in the playground. There were deers, farm animals like goats, cows, pigs. There's llama's munching away some leaves. They look like giant rabbits to me. There's a small kangaroo too! The zoo was really fun, despite the really cold weather and we're only wearing 1 layer of cloth. Oh, and the sweet potatoes there were really sweet! XD

We went to OneLink Wholesale center and there were a lot to see! Guess what, SUPER cheap too! There's a floor where they sell plushies, there were hair clips all over, there were gifts all over the places... Omg, I nearly go blind from excitedness. XD Bought an Anna Sui purse for Mom. Regret that I didn't bought one for myself, it's really nice. And now I'm hooked up to Anna Sui. Bought souvenirs there for my friends. And a jewelery hanger for me, sis and Mom. Saw that garden set for jewelery. Gah, I want it so bad! But I'll need a nice dresser to put them on. Planning on my future bedroom already? XD Bought Rayray's Meiko wig there too! And my Kaname's long blue wig~ I finally got my own wig!

DongMan City, a haven for all anime and manga lovers. We finally set our foot there, and BB's eyes literally lit up like fireworks when we arrived there. XD There's a lot to see. One piece, Naruto, Bleach, Vocaloid merchandise were everywhere. BB finally get to buy his One Piece wanted poster figurines. And it's original too! ^_^ Even bought his Natsu and Loki wig there. I on the other hand bought quite few stuff from there since I don't really collect figurines or any of that sorts. We custom made 2 T-shirts and mugs with Luffy and Robin's wanted poster on it. It came out really unexpectedly beautiful. ^^

Met a few pretty dogs there too! A golden retriever that knows how to pose in front of the camera and~~ 2 SAMOYEDS!!!! The samoyed is sssssooooo beautiful!! I wish I have one! >_<>

15/3/2010-19/3/2010
Non-human week
The very first Monday after I came back from my vacation, I had a debate session on Food Microbiology and a presentation on Human Nutrition. We lost terribly in the debate. The opposing team fired us until we're completely speechless. BB said that it depends on the topic that you're debating. Well, I had experience in Inti, even though I have really strong group members that time which helped a lot. But through this debate session, I made new friends with the opposing team. XD

Our Human Nutrition presentation got postponed to Thursday since it's almost times up. Somehow, it made HuanTing really disappointed and emo. I guess she prepared the slides for the whole day while the others went to watch Alice in Wonderland and in the end, the presentation got postponed. I'll get pissed too. But I didn't, because I'm really relieved that the debate was over.

Went for an industrial visit to Guinness Anchor Sdn. Bhd on Tuesday. The factory was huge. Our tour conductor was a funny guy as well. I can't hear him talking throughout the tour because of the noise of the machines running. I saw bottles and cartons and boxes everywhere. O_O When we finished the tour, we head back to the tavern and have a drink. Heineken extra cold is yummy! I even tried Guinness stout. But after drinking 1 and a half glass, I feel the world spinning... =A= I really suck in drinking... But I think it's because I gulped down a whole glass of Heineken... =A=... Well, half of the group went back to the university with red faces... Lol XD...

Had my Human Nutrition presentation on Thursday. My group was after HuanTing's group. I really don't like the lecturer. She's so arrogant. HuanTing's group was presenting a topic where they don't really understand much. They tried asking her but she won't help or even give an example about what the title's about. In the end when they present, she said they're giving the wrong information. Huh... Lousy attitude... New lecturer in the uni but act really stuck-up... Had our last AnaChem lab in the afternoon. Me and YiTing were supposed to measure the samples with HPLC in the special equipments room but we skipped and head back home. XD Lazy to wait for the results so we decided to take another group's result and modify it. YiTing headed back home while I went to Verina's place to do our FPP project- PiPaPu, Pisang Pandan Pudding. I think it might be Claudia's idea... Anyway, the pudding was really nice. I'm in charge of our booth poster so I pulled all-nighters on that damn thing.

Our FPP Food Fair was on Friday morning. I woke up early despite my serious lack of sleep and went to school to set up our booth. They like my poster XD. Anyway, it's really simple because all I'm thinking when I'm working on the poster is SLEEP... But they like it anyway... xD We set up our booth and the lecturers came. We presented our products while they taste our pudding. Ms. Rachel seems to like it really much, even reserve from us to eat later. Mr. V gave us the lowest mark among the class, I think it's because he mentioned he don't like pandan... = = If you don't like pandan, don't buy it then... We're not forcing you to buy it either... Verina and I kept eating those ugly looking cubes. XD I love the mochi with fruits that was made by Elly's group. The taste really goes well with the grape inside the cold mochi. I want to eat more... T^T...

20/3/2010-21/3/2010
GACC
After pulling all-nighters on our costume and weapons, we woke up early in the morning and head to Malacca for the most anticipated event for every cosplayers, GACC in MMU. It's my first and it's my last ever because they won't be organizing it anymore. We reached there and was dumbfounded when we found out that the venue for it was last year's changing room. Everyone looked like deflated balloons when they saw how small the venue is. XD But then, we went to have breakfast in a mamak restaurant, met up with some friends there and head back to MMU. We changed into our costumes. Rayray looked so sexy in Meiko's costume and wig. XD The guys were swooning~ XD I'm back as Nico Robin. BB went to help a friend to retrieve something and then came back as our captain Monkey D. Luffy. We walked around, letting photographers taking pictures of us and then, we bumped into the most adorable creature ever, Chibi Yuffie! She is so cute!!!! She looks just like Yuffie from FF7 except that she's the child version! XD Gah!! I wanna kidnap her home!! We took pictures with her. Next time if I have a kid, I'm letting her cosplaying as cute characters! >_<>

Day 2 was quite exciting for all of us. We had our free breakfast down at the hotel, went back and get ready for cosplay. I'm going as Chidori Kaname from FMP while BB, of course, as Sagara Sousuke. I helped him with his make-up, painting his face dark. XD Rex kept teasing him looking like an African... XD Somehow, his face doesn't go well with liquid foundation... BB, go do plastic surgery~ XD No, I'm not asking you to change your appearance into Nobuto, don't worry... Anyway~ we went there, took some time to get ready because of our hair. BB have to spike his wig up while I have to trim my front bangs. And then we're ready to go. Not much photo for the day because apparently not many people know about FMP. But some anime lovers do know who we are. We saw mini Yuffie again and took picture with her. Towards the end of the event, the director of the event gave a small speech, which really touched the hearts of everyone present there. It's just a pity that there won't be anymore GACC. I do hope there will be better ones coming up. I changed back into my casual clothes and we're off heading back to KL. Stopping by the bridge restaurant in A&W for dinner, which is a tradition of theirs. Got to know a guy from the same campus with me. But I don't remember his name, gomen~ (nor did I saw him around campus since I walked around a lot). There was a really big jam near Seremban I think because of accidents. When we finally reached KL and dropped Rex, Amy and Yuan off, BB got so tired that he actually fell asleep while driving. According to him, I panicked like he's going to die... =A=... Oi! My life is in your hands, Mr.! = = Anyway, we went to pick Rayray and his sons up and keep him awake by talking while driving back home. Everyone went straight to bed after setting Mylo and Shyshy's pen up. BB KO straightaway when he hit the bed. I have to revise my Food Microbiology Mid-term for the next day and end up sleeping at around 5am. Gah! PANDA EYES!!! T_____T

I think I did badly in my Food Microbiology Mid-term. Since I didn't have enough sleep for the week, I can't remember anything I read. I hope I really can do much more better during the finals.

Anyway, it was really really fun. I do feel lucky that I get to go to GACC. Oh, and by the way, Malacca is beautiful. Definitely planning to go Malacca for a trip next time. XD

Staying in

Keep going out these few days, I'm kinda tired...

I want to stay back home in the weekends and prepare my studies before going to China. There's no time to lose anymore...

Just Dance

I want to DANCE!

Gong Xi Gong Xi~

I'm back in KL again~ Well, a few days ago that is... If I'm not wrong, I'm back on Tuesday... Kinda blurry these days...

Starting having sore throat and cough recently because I didn't eat well during CNY. I had my own fun during those times. Well, except that I think my holidays were too short coz I didn't get to accompany my family and my best friend. A lot of people are back. My high school friends, the gang of seniors, met Teacher Chung in EP that day. I heard that she had cancer but that day I saw her being perfectly fine. Maybe she won the battle against the sickness. I hope she did. She's such a great teacher to me.

Anyway, went to my relatives place, went to meet up with my friends, went to friend's house during CNY. I don't know but I find CNY quite boring nowadays. It wasn't that fun like it use to be when we were young, playing cards, going around and watching lion dance performances. The more we grow up, the less fun we had.

Everyone said that I changed a lot as I grow up. I look different from when I'm a teenager, they said. But I guess one thing never change. Quote from Nulu: "She looks all cool and mysterious when she's walking along the road gracefully until you see her bang her head on a lamp post XD"... Yeah, I'm still your blur and dreamy girl...

Well, holidays are over, back to work. And there's tonnes of them waiting for me to finish them before mid of March. I can't believe there's still only a few more days before we're off to our China trip. Time flies so fast that it's getting hard to catch up with it.

I'm back again~

Spent sometime with BB's mom before I went back. Oh gosh... I think I screwed myself... =A=... Seriously, I'm not a person with words. So... I hope I don't make really fatal mistakes and act horrible... If I did... 'Aunty, I'm sorry!! >_<'

And now, I'm back to my sweet old Tawau! Went home by MAS. Woke up early, finished packing everything and I rushed out. We reached KLIA and I'm totally lost at which place is which. When's the last time I went to KLIA!? Oh, when I went to meet that witch Nulu on 2008. Right, back to the point. We keep asking around and finally I checked in. Went to see Rayray's present but I'm not sure if it suited her. Anyway, it's almost time for me to board. BB sent me to the security check point, and off I go. I'm sorry I have to leave on our 8th month ann. But I'll be back after 5 days. ARR! HOLIDAY'S ARE SO SHORT!!! I walked my way towards the gate. A08, shouldn't be that far... But I walked... and walked... and walked... and walked... and walked... and walked... Goddamnit, why is the freakin' gate so far away!? It took me around 15 minutes to get there! Luckily I'm not carrying my laptop. Anyway, I reached the gate and boarded the plane. Aah~ The wonderfulness of the airbridge! Unlike AirAsia, you have to climb the stairs to get to the plane...

I spent most of my flight dozing off. Then had Nasi Lemak there for breakfast. Suddenly remembered I forgot to bring my chargers, both for my phone and DS. Mom has a Nokia so maybe my phone won't die, but my DS... Ah well, since I'm going to go out often, maybe I don't have time for it too. I'll play when I'm going back to KL.

Finally reached Tawau on 11 sharp. Unlike AirAsia who's always delay delay delay. And then the wonderfulness of the airbridge~ <3 Muhahaha... Walked out of the plane, went to imigration, retrieve my luggage and walked out of the arrival hall, to my surprise, Mom wasn't there yet! But then I heard someone calling me 'Mei Mei!'. To my 2nd surprise~ Nulu and her Mom is there. Apparently, her brother Zutawin boarded the same flight with me. I didn't see him... ;P Will be meeting Nulu tonight for girl talk. xD You know what really amazes me is that, whenever I told her my problem, althought she laughes at me, I don't feel angry, instead, her laughter cheers me up. Seriously, she has a witchy attititude that always laugh at me in a making-fun-of-me way, but I don't get pissed. I got cheered up instead... Strange huh? XD

Mom told me she'll be late so she asked me to sit down and wait for her. Alright, I'll wait... I waited and waited, until suddenly a strange uncle sat beside me and started talking to me. Talk about going on in life, my relatives, my luck in this year, my boyfriend(??). He keep asking me if I wanted a ride home. Uh... ok, uncle, you really should have common sense that we can't get on to stranger's cars right? I don't know what he's up to but uh... Since my teenage years, I already have the tendency to attract 'uncles'... BB, if you read this, I know you're feeling 'jiong' or swt already. But it's true... I don't know if this counts but this is... the... 3rd time? =A= Should I get a ward to ward off oyajis?

Mom finally came! And I'm on my way back home! Apparently, they have the house painted. The living room is in soft red, the kitchen is in green. The lights have changed, my piano was moved to the previous dining room space, the fridge is in the kitchen, the stove is out at the backyard! XD I felt like I moved into a new home! XD Went up to my room and OMG~ My bed and everything are already in the master bedroom! Muhahahaha! If I stayed here longer, I'm gonna have a slumber party! MASTER BEDROOM'S MINE!!! Even have free wi-fi stolen from my neighbours~ (Or else how am I typing this blog XD)

Played Monopoly Deal with my sis. Damn it, this witchy girl always win me!

Will upload the pics of my house later~

And PS for BB: Mummy framed up the photo's from the photoshoot in the living room, I can't bring them back for you already~ Not that I don't want to~ XDDD

家在斗湖-沙巴斗湖华人纪事

OMG! It's my school!!


Cocoa~ Yes, Tawau has a volcano! That's why there's a hot spring, hence, there's Jalan Hot Spring, Taman Hot Spring, Kedai Kopi Hot Spring... (actually I'm not sure about the kedai kopi XD)


Sang Nyuk Mien!!!! Must eat if you come to Tawau!
OMG!!! Sabah Chinese High School! The only private chinese high school in Tawau! And my old high school!


SJK (c) Hing Hwa, Nulu's old primary school.



I'm SSing here watching these in Youtube. The uncles must be proud to see themselves on Astro. XD Yep, this is my sweet little hometown. Even though I keep complaining that it's too small, there's always power cut, water shortage, traffic problems, no shopping malls, no interesting places... But it's still the place where I grew up, where I learned majority of my life lessons to step towards the future, where I have my family and first met my best friends...

Another me

I saw my own reflection from Shyshy...

Shy, timid, can only think inside the box, a big bag full of jealousy and a crybaby...

Almost everything of me packed into one tiny furball...

Shyguy was really shy went he first met us. But after staying at home for a period of time, he gets really active...
I'm really shy if I met a new person for the first time. But I'll warm up and start joking around after I mingled with them.

Shyshy was so timid that he's so sensitive to every sound he hear and fear that it might hurt him.
I am too. I'm afraid that I walk out when people looked at me, I thought that there's something wrong with me.

Shy only thinks inside the box. Almost literally. Opened up the cage for him to step out, he thought he still can't get out.
I think things straight, I don't take turns, I'm not flexible...

Shyshy gets jealous over Mylo when we pay our full attention to that sick little boy. Yes, Mylo's sick, and he still gets jealous...
I get jealous over 2 dogs... What more... Mylo's not feeling well too... I'm pathetic aren't I?

Shyguy cries a lot. Almost every morning for no reasons. Either it's he's feeling lonely or he's jealous...
I don't cry if I feel lonely. I'm not afraid of being alone. I got used to it. But I do cry about being jealous. Crying over how ugly I am that I get jealous over things that I shouldn't get all worked up about. I'm such an idiot...

That's right...
I'm acting like a 11 month old puppy...

Done venting out my emoness... I seriously don't have time for FPP revision anymore... I'm going to screw tomorrow's quiz...
Thursday: Finish Human Nutrition Quiz, didn't study
Friday: Finish class, go for movies, didn't study
Saturday: Shopping whole day
Sunday: Went out whole day, last minute rushing for lab report, didn't study
Monday: Classes, didn't study

I have this afternoon to study, but I have other plans as well... So... Do you think I really can make it? = =... 10chapters in 1 day... Let's see how am I gonna do it...

A real boyfriend

Don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.

I don't care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson.

Just read this, it will make a difference.

If only everyone could see this and understand it.

When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she thinks shes stronger than you
Grab her and don't let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she pulls away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she does

When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers

When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

-Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes

-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

-Let her know she's important.

- Don't talk about other girls around her

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"Whose ass am i kicking baby?"


If you do post this in the next four minutes the one you love will :

Call you
Kiss you
Love you
Text you


Guys post as: "I'd be this Boyfriend.

Girls post as: "A real boyfriend"

and if you do not re-post this within 4 minutes and tag 13 people.
you'll have bad luck
with the one you love <3

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Got this from May's FB note... Touches your heart, ain't it girls? ^^

Long morning

Woke up late this morning because of the really nice weather... I was thinking that FPP lecturer will let it slide like usual, but not today...

Today's her last day of lecturing us before Ms. Lai take over the class. So she's thinking that we should have a breakfast session of McD so that she can explain some of the food processing McD. I went there late and she locked the classroom door. Huei Lin came late either... So both of us chose not to wait for class. I went to the library to do some research for my upcoming debate. The computer lab was out of power so I can't online. But anyway, time passed really quick.

Went for F. Microbio class and after that, head to FPP lab to start our project 'Popco-mania'. But then we found out that we can't have our lab during lunch time and we didn't book our equipments. Plus, we only booked the lab through the lab assistant instead of the lab technologist. The lab tech is very impolite. She looks sickly too. Mr. Ho came and explain to us that we need to book the time AND the equipments. And he even explained that the lab tech was on leave 3 days ago till yesterday. What? Sick and you can use that attitude towards us? We're only 1st timers in this project, we don't know a thing on these procedures. At least explain the procedure to us before looking at us like we're dirt... = =# Well, anyway, I'm still a little sleepy to be pissed off so...

We have 2 groups here so we discussed what equipments we need for our project and booked the time together so that the lab tech doesn't have to supervise 1 group a day. I know it's tiring if they're handling a group of immature kids almost every hour on every day so they make it a few groups into 1 day. Back to the point... I think my classmates are really nice people... Yes, I know I might sound naive that I trust them too much and stuff. I won't get to know such nice people after I stepped into the society to work. But even though we're discussing amongst ourselves, we still provide some ideas for other groups. Like, suggesting what they should add to their product to make it more special.

It's raining again... Waiting for BB to fetch me earlier today. Then run some small errands before watching 'Tooth Fairy' tonight. Going shopping by myself tomorrow! To-Buy list: A set of make-up brushes, Sis's clothes, Mom's present...

Yeah, today's Mom's birthday, planning to wish her Happy Birthday together with BB.

New home~ (partially)

And so~ I'm officially staying at Kafoong's place~

The only thing I moved to her room... my laptop... XD

I'll move my other clothes when I have finished tidying my stuff over there... Probably tonight...

Anyway~ Her room is nice. Probably going to buy a small mattress for myself here for rest. Met GC again~ Met Kafoong's brother but he's really a quiet guy. Met her other two guy housemates and had dinner together on the first day... It's really fun... But most of all~ Met their dog, Ah Teh~ XD He's such a sweet guy... But a very scary destroyer at that... Sniffed me, sniffed my bag, pulled my stuff out... I was reading my notes the other day, and he came up to me and try to sneak it away from me XD. So cute...

Speaking of dogs... introducing our new family member, Ace de Shyguy aka Shyshy the silky terrier~ Like his name, he's a shy male pup. He's so timid that he doesn't dare to move much in a place. BB said he and I share a similar personality. Well... Yes for the socializing and warming up part. I'll be like I don't want to go to a new place, but after that I'll warm up to it and before I realize it, I'm already having fun myself. XD But he keeps on peeing everywhere he goes, and now... humping Mylo... Mylo got bored of his humping tho XD. He can be quiet a noisy little boy when we all left him alone in his cage. Mylo acted like he's a good ol' big brother to the little guy. This month's going to be both sons birthday. Mylo's going to be 2 and Shyshy's gonna be 1... ^^

It's raining heavily now. Thunder keep roaring over the skies like its the end of the world. Kafoong went back to her hometown, leaving me alone in her room. Ah Teh came up to see what's up with me XD. Apparently, he's still curious and cautious of who I am, suddenly coming to the house without any announcement. XD And he nearly kissed me a moment ago, because of his sniffing. It's nice to have his company in this weather though. Makes me thought of the holidays, spending quality time together with Mylo alone at home in a storm...

The right decision

I just realized...

My results are acceptable over there...

But I chose to stay...

And I hope I did made the right choice...

No. 123, Jln Arif, Tmn Connaught...

I remembered the first time I stepped into this house... I already love the atmosphere in here... The room I'm going to rent is nice... The housemates staying there are nice too... That's what I thought in the first place...

The moment I moved into this house... I finished unpacking everything in only a few hours... Ivy and Phoebe even helped me move some of my bags up. I had my first taste of Iris's cooking. We watched TV together in the living room, we chit-chat a little... Everything looks so fine that I'm not even homesick anymore...

I joined them for shopping in Midvalley... I joined them watching scary movies in rainy days... I joined them having fun times together... We celebrate each others birthday... We help each other out... We always consider the well-being of each other...

I'm going to miss those days now that everything has changed. I'll never forget these nice memories. They've make me felt like I have a second home faraway from my family when I was coping everything all alone on my own.

Now that we're moving away separately... I hope everything is fine. We'll still stay in contact with each other through Facebook... It's just that we can't get to spend fun times with each other anymore.

I hope you guys are having a great time. All the best in everything...

女孩子的生日日期心理测验

結果是 實幹型

這類型的女子通常都較為溫和穩重，腳踏實地。由於冷靜謹慎，所以更細微的環節她都能夠兼顧得到。誠實認真，責任心強，處理事情極有條理，自然容易贏得別人信 任。耐力韌性也一樣驚人，富有戰勝重重困難的莫大力量。無疑的她不論對待任何人，都能夠表現得親切大方，但偶然間的太過自我中心，會令她無法與其他人協 調。其實，她輕易受到別人的影響本來是個優點，但過分堅持自己的 一套做法，就會變得固執。建議：想吸引她注意，你適宜穿得穩重，襯衫西褲最穩當。由於她對任何細微的環節都察覺得到，所以，你對她亦要處處表現出特別細 心，向她坦誠，就肯定會贏得信任。...


That explains why I really like boys wearing formal attire XDDDDDDDD

Digusting

Some people are just so plain disgusting that their face spells the word 'traitor', 'betrayer', 'thick-faced'...

It really makes me sick...

Hey, I don't want to have anything more to deal with you. Just leave me alone, and we'll make like we never know each other. I don't want to make things go freezing like the Artic. So let's play nice, shall we? And stop bothering me... I'm not like you... And I'll never be like you...

I want my future to be like...

I want to finish my studies, graduate and work...

I want a nice cozy house to live in with my family...

With a big yard full of dogs running around... Siberian Huskies, Samoyeds, Chow Chows, St. Bernards, German Shepherds, Golden Retrievers, Jack Russells, etc... Maybe even some Pugs... xD

Well, I guess I'll be needing a field instead of a yard... All the breeds I mention are big dogs... XD... I wish I can own my very own Siberian Husky, and then have it growing up with my children, playing with them and keeping the family company and happy.

.........................
Enough dreaming, it's time to get back to work...
But, I really do hope it'll come true one day...

I'm a big idiot...

... I made a nearly fatal mistake the other day...

The day before yesterday, the landlady came and brought 3 students with her. They came to see the house. I heard them talking about something like "Will everything be cleared by the time we move in?"... WTH!? What's going on?

The landlady asked me to take a piece of paper and pen and she asked me to write her a contract, stating that I'll be staying at 35, Jln Pantas for 1 year and if I failed to do so, I'll have to pay her 1 year rental fees... I... thinking that I don't have much choice now, my friend's place were all full, I can't stay at BB's place either because of transport problem.... So I signed it...

That night, both Mom and BB talked sternly to me... Saying that I should discuss with them first before signing the contract. They're right... Why didn't I do so... Why didn't I asked for their opinion first... And then I cried because of my stupidity... Why didn't I discussed with them first, they'll surely help me out... But I took matters on my own and made them worried. All I think about is myself... I'm so self-centered... I let everything out... The stress I had, the frustration, the troubled heart... Everything...

The next day, my friends asked how is my accommodation and said they can give out some extra space for me to stay. I was so touched and I felt blessed that I have such helpful friends. I told them my problem and they asked me to ask the landlady if I can cancel the contract. I asked Mom to help me and the landlady did canceled it. I asked my friend if I can stay at their place temporarily. Just for this semester, and then I'll find another place to stay...

I know I'm not mature enough to handle things. I really should grow up. I'll learn from my mistakes and do better in the future...

Half of the plan is settled... Just waiting for Weina's answer... There's always Jagung if Weina's place is not available...

I've learnt my lesson... and I'm sorry I made you worry about my own issues... Thanks for going through all these problems with me...

元気出して！！

Went to see the house yesterday evening... A lot of my seniors are there, including Yan Ni... I guess it wouldn't be that bad right? I just can't take sudden changes too well but I'll deal with it after one night... With my good adapting ability... I think I can adapt in no time... I just need to learn how to deal with sudden changes next time...

Next Thursday will be kinda hectic... AnaChem quiz, AnaChem lab... And moving to the new house near end of the month... I just hope everything is gonna be alright...

'Unbelievably'... I can't wait to go back for CNY... Feels like something interesting is going to happen... No idea why... XD

Please adopt this sheep...

Saturday night, I was happily playing Mario and Luigi: Partners in time, headaching over how to beat the damn caterpillar... I went out to check my Facebook, my roommate left me a message FB chat... in which it doubles my headache...

My landlady doesn't wanna rent out our current house already...

1 word...

囧!!!

What the hell!? Why so sudden!? What's going on!? Roommate says she's moving with another housemate to 35, Jln Pantas. The landlady plans to move me back to her house... And we have to move out around end of the month...

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've lived there for the 1st 2 weeks studying in UCSI and it's bad enough... T_T... The only thing I didn't do is cry my eyes out that 2 weeks. It's so damn tough...

I asked Jagung and Weina whether they still have a spare room. Jagung said maybe she can share her room with me since I'm not even sleeping in the room. I just need a room to put some of my stuff and rest during my break, do some of my work or study while waiting for late evening... Staying with friends will be much easier... Even though her current place is much farther than my house now...

Anyway...
JAGUNG, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE ADOPT THIS POOR LITTLE HOMELESS SHEEP!!!!!!

Watch out

Going back for CNY next month... Might have the chance to meet you again ever since 2006...

BETTER WATCH IT CUZ I'M GONNA MAKE YOU REGRET!!!!

WUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!

*bricked*

Stressed out...

I don't know where the stress comes from... Maybe I just wanna blame on everything...

Sorry that I don't share anything... I just wanna handle this on my own...

It's up to me...

But any mental support, cheerings and hugs are definitely welcome, and thanks too! ^^

Back to KL

YES! I'm back to KL!

School started yesterday and I had my first day of classes... T_______T I feel like jumping down from KLCC already... Debate, presentation, assignments, lab reports... DEBATE!? Debate what? Something like 'Fermented food products are good/not good for health'... I had my nightmare already the last time in INTI in my US History class debating session... I sucked! And I have to debate again... At least this time it's something that I more familiar with and not about some other country's history...

Analytical Chemistry lecturer talked like a machine gun. Food Microbiology lecturer asked us to do too much. The worse one is Human Nutrition lecturer, WAY TOO MUCH... = = Act all strict and stuff but she's just a new lecturer in the university... This semester is going to be pure hell...

Might be going to UQ in Australia, or Otago in NZ, but I'm not sure about my results. If I can't make it, I'll change back to the UCSI program and graduate here. I know how to study but Mom still treats me like a primary school kid. "Don't go out and play, you should revise your homework, do more revision." = =... Anyway, I'll do my best this semester...

Just came back the day before and BB gave me a Nokia 5800. *____________* It's beautiful! Thanks so much, hun!! XD