Lotsa things

A lot of stuff happened and I haven't updated this blog yet.

1st off... My 1st performance at Anicom. And we got Consolation Prize... Don't let me see the video and my photos! I'll go berserk! XD Well, makes me wanna go back to cosplay but... Not sure yet... Mom's the one who helped me make my costumes but now she's against me joining cosplay... So... Yeah... You do the math... Consolation Prize ain't bad... ^^

Came back to my house in Cheras last night. Had Iris's homemade dinner just now. TuT I miss her cooking! A quote from her, "If you wanna make your guy stay, you must know how to cook!" XDDDDD Erm, well, I want to learn to cook but not for that reason. XDDDD

Gah, I miss dancing a lot! Haven't danced for a long time already. That day I heard the song in 1u and it reminds me of my favorite dance when I'm still taking dance lessons when I'm 16. I remember those times, finished class, went to the studio, warm-ups, dance, rest and gossip, dance again and then go home and have fun with Nulu XD Yep, learnt dancing with her and Hui Lin. And then we're so evil we keep talking bad behind her back. XD Yeah, evil gossiping girls. Anyway, it was really fun those times. Too bad only learnt for 1 year and then here comes SPM... *sigh*...

This morning suppose to be going to class, but I can't get out of bed. (Bed: Yesh, stick to me! You can't fight your sleepiness!) I guess I'm too tired from all those stressful days. I skipped class and slept throughout the whole morning. WeiNa SMSed me saying that the presentation is postponed... AGAIN... to tomorrow afternoon 2pm... Can you grant me permission to swear out loud and smash my phone into bits early in the morning at 8am? (Who am I asking permission from anyway?) Ngiau, stupid lecturer... Went back to sleep again until 1pm... =A= The 1st time in my life that I slept through the whole morning until noon. Can't do much anyway since I can't connect to the internet in here. No freakin' idea why... Went to read my manga and played DS instead... Then went to take a nap again... Ok, slept too much, I end up with a headache now...

Suckiest week ever

Sunday, studied Biochem like hell. Monday, went to sit for the supp paper... =A=... Er, I don't wanna talk about it. Not that it's really bad but... *zips mouth*

Tuesday, went to darling's house again. Wanted to study for Food Chem but... I had flu and PMS... = = Wednesday tried to study again but no use, I had flu and kept sleeping all day... It gone worst at night that I started coughing... I hadn't even prepared anything for the upcoming PON presentation on Friday...

Today, Thursday morning, planned to read a little of my Food Chem during PON class but the brainless lecturer suddenly said that she wanted to finish all the presentation by today. Eric (the guy who's the same group with us) looked at Yi Ting, Yi Ting looked at me and I looked back at both of them. Shit, we didn't prepare anything at all. They called WeiNa and the others to come and asked the lecturer whether we can prepare things first and come back at around 10.30am. She let us go and we went to the library to do our work. Great, no time for me to study Food Chem... Just great... =A=

They started discussing about the slides and even let me study my Food Chem while they help me complete my part. T_T Thanks a lot, I owe you guys! They did all the work while I did nothing in this assignment at all. T____ T Joyce, Yi Ting, Wei Na, Huan Ting, Ka Foong and Eric, thanks so much!! Anyway, they started busying while I concentrate on my studies until it's time to go back to class and we went back, getting ready to present. But by the time we went back, the lecturer asked us if we can present on next Thursday instead... I saw all of them looking stoned. Speechless... Shit the stupid lecturer. She doesn't know how to plan things ahead... = = There goes my precious time to study Food Chem...

Eric and WeiNa had been babbling about going to Pizza hut. I was feeling really hungry and I need a meal to keep myself going for the upcoming exam hours later. So I tagged along and ate there. Met up with Ally and GC. GC ah~ Long time no see la girl! Still sexy as always! XD After that, the girls wished me good luck with a hug and then off I go with GC and Ally to school. Went up to Exam hall and started feeling really really light-headed already. I'm burning up. It got worse when I went in and started writing the paper. Even holding the pen felt like holding a dumbbell... =A=... I think it's the chicken soup I drank. Mom said flu cannot drink chicken soup, it'll cause fever...... Well, at least I understand the questions... Quickly finished it and walked back home, then crashed down in bed...

Felt a little bit better during the night. Despite the coughing and the mild flu. The fever had gone down. Honey brought porridge for me and we had dinner together at my place. After he left, I studied PON for the quiz next day. I hate the lecturer... T_T This is pure hell... The notes are all plain CRAP! Ngiau...

Anyway, I just read through the notes. Quote from Huan Ting, "Why so serious? Principles of Nutrition ONLY mah...". And another quote from Joyce, "Yo, PON jeh mah, sai matt keng??" XD Taking it easy huh girls? XD Yeah, I guess I should too. And then take lots of rest on Friday and Saturday. Then comes Sunday... >A< Ganbatte yo minna!

Pathetic

Supp paper for MetaBiochem is on Monday, and I panicked...
Monday - MetaBiochem Supp Paper
Thursday - Food Chem Supp Paper
Friday - Principles of Nutrition Quiz + Presentation
So? Do you think I should panic?

Stressed myself out until I felt so exhausted. I don't know how many times I felt like crying and bawling like a baby. I'm so useless. I only know how to cry when problems come... Pathetic...

I'm sorry I made you guys worried...
I'm sorry to myself that I failed...

Seriously, I don't know how to go through the next week. I just hope I can cope with everything. I'm getting more and more depending. I shouldn't be doing that. It's weakening myself. If I continue being that depending on someone so emotionally, I'll destroy myself one day...

Damnit, get a grip you idiotic sheep... Don't be such a ****ing useless weakling!!!!

Holidayed

My 10 days holiday just ended and I spent it back in my sweet tiny little hometown Tawau. So what did I do during that 10 days? The usual, staring at the computer, having drama marathons, fooling around with my Grady, walking around in Eastern Plaza, going shopping with Mom and stuff like that. Oh, and 1 more thing, webcamming with a certain baka...

Erm, nothing much to talk about coz my hometown is super tiny. Haven't really change much. There's still blackouts and water supply always get cut off, and the traffic still sucks. XD Didn't get to meet my friends either coz we couldn't come with the same time to meet.

Went to eat in my aunty's house in Taman Berjaya though coz my cousins, Evelyn and James are back from UK and KL. Kor kor James... grown really... round... Sis said he looks like an apple with his rosy cheeks. XD Evelyn slimmed down a lot. =A= Reminds me of Dr. Chan, they look so alike.

Then went to see Grandma. Grandma is getting older. Her hair is all white now and her hearing problems has grown serious. =A= She said she kept hearing songs playing over and over, some Kadazanese songs, Malay songs, English songs from day till night. Uncle said she's the only one that can hear the songs. =A= She look really happy when we went to visit her. I miss her too actually. I remembered she tried to teach me to speak Hakka when I was really young and before moving away from that house. XD In the end I only know how to say 'Zo Ma Kai?' XDDDDD

Mom, James and I went for breakfast for 2 mornings. Kor kor looked so cute. XD Anyway, mom and him kept talking and talking while I just eat quietly.

Daddy came back on the 30th. Asked him and we confirmed that Grady is pregnant. = = zomg... Gray, who's the father? Do you know!? Heck, she doesn't even know what is wrong with her. Suddenly tummy grew so big, having a hard time squeezing herself through the metal door and gained a lot of weight. We're all so worried that she might even squeezed her puppy out. =A=... Eeww... Ok, I'll zip about that... Grandma reserved one of her puppies if there's one. XD

Checked my results online and... I FAILED METABIOCHEM AND FOOD CHEM! YAYNESS!! *bricked* Ok fine... I know I won't make it through with metabiochem. C'mon, I know what I myself did throughout the whole semester. Coz the notes looked so damn messy that I don't feel like reading it at all. And it's so boring. Didn't do well in the test and midterm either, hence(??), I failed. Food Chem, I guess I really regret taking it last minute. I rushed while making this decision thinking that I can handle it. In the end I didn't make it. Right, next time, think things thoroughly before making any decisions. Anyway, gotta prepare for supp paper... = = Mendoukuse...

Enough with my holidays. School starts today and I went for my Principles of Nutrition class. = = Hell... The lecturer is late, had problems setting up her laptop and projector and stuff and she looks so inexperienced. Omg... How am I suppose to go through this boring semester... She's a new lecturer and I guess it's her first time teaching maybe. =A= Help? Met my bunch of friends again and we had breakfast at Old Town. XD I missed them a lot. Then went to settle my fees, my supp paper and stuff. Yosh... Ganbarimasu yo... Last chance for passing the subjects...

Aa, time to do laundry~ XD After that do a little bit of spring cleaning and then I'll have the time for myself. =A= Oh noes, Iris isn't back yet. No dinner again tonight!?!?!?