Mm, having my finals these few days... Few more hours later, I'll be having my last subject, Food Quality Management. And after that, say 'Hello' to FREEDOM!
Been very depressed that night before my MetaBiochem finals. I have a lot to study, I don't understand much about it, I wanted to sleep but I can't because there's too much to study and I'm running out of time. Felt so very depressed that I wanted to cry like the little monkey in my MSN display pic. XD
He came to keep me company that night and even surprised me with a cup of hot milk. ^^ Felt so much better instantly... Thank you so much for everything you did for me. 本当にありがとう...
さぁ... Erm, going to sleep now. Felt sleepy... But will wake up at 4am to continue studying FQM. Last subject, 最後的衝刺！頑張ってこのバカ羊！
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Escaping reality... Staying strong...
My ways to escape reality?
The bookstore! Yeah, I'm a big bookworm. I'll even forgot what my name is when I indulged in books in big bookstores. Better if I'm listening to my favorite music while browsing. XD Perhaps the only similarity I share between me and my cosplayed character, Nico Robin is that both of us love books.
The 2nd place? The beach! The sound of the waves and the sea wind always calm me down.
If both can't be done, then there's always the 3rd, looking at the sky. Be it the early morning sky, the late evening sky or the starry night sky.
I'm a weak person. But I will learn to stay strong. Because no matter what ways I use to escape reality, I'll always have to come back to face my problems. Running away ain't a solution. Problems will keep on piling up if I keep running away.
I reminded myself that I wanted to be strong emotionally. Until I got something from Utsume/MeMe as she said "偶爾不堅強時有我們撐著妳!!love~" (Even when there's times when you felt weak, you still have us to support you!! love~), I felt touched that I almost cried. Thank you so much guys. Even though we only knew each other for 4 months, it's really nice to know that I still have someone I can depend on. Thank you...
No matter what happens in the future, I pray that I will stay strong emotionally to handle everything...
The bookstore! Yeah, I'm a big bookworm. I'll even forgot what my name is when I indulged in books in big bookstores. Better if I'm listening to my favorite music while browsing. XD Perhaps the only similarity I share between me and my cosplayed character, Nico Robin is that both of us love books.
The 2nd place? The beach! The sound of the waves and the sea wind always calm me down.
If both can't be done, then there's always the 3rd, looking at the sky. Be it the early morning sky, the late evening sky or the starry night sky.
I'm a weak person. But I will learn to stay strong. Because no matter what ways I use to escape reality, I'll always have to come back to face my problems. Running away ain't a solution. Problems will keep on piling up if I keep running away.
I reminded myself that I wanted to be strong emotionally. Until I got something from Utsume/MeMe as she said "偶爾不堅強時有我們撐著妳!!love~" (Even when there's times when you felt weak, you still have us to support you!! love~), I felt touched that I almost cried. Thank you so much guys. Even though we only knew each other for 4 months, it's really nice to know that I still have someone I can depend on. Thank you...
No matter what happens in the future, I pray that I will stay strong emotionally to handle everything...
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Yet another surprise
Yesterday was Phoebe's 19th birthday. We planned to have dinner with her at Fun OK cafe outside the shops there in front of Taman Connaught. Sandra and Iris were up to something coz before we go up the stairs, Sandra said she wanted to buy a... an egg tart? Anyway, we went up first and had dinner and then stayed there until 9pm. While waiting for 9pm, we played this to pass the time.
Sandra killed a glass while trying to prevent the blocks from falling... XD
Anyway, at 9pm, the bgm started singing Happy Birthday. Phoebe still haven't had any idea until the waiter brought the cake to her. XD Lol...
All 5 of us housemates together~
Next up is the birthday girl's Thank you video... XD
Sandra killed a glass while trying to prevent the blocks from falling... XD
Anyway, at 9pm, the bgm started singing Happy Birthday. Phoebe still haven't had any idea until the waiter brought the cake to her. XD Lol...
All 5 of us housemates together~
Next up is the birthday girl's Thank you video... XD
Saturday, August 8, 2009
Happy Birthday to Phoebe~
Today's my cutest housemate Phoebe's birthday. Happy Birthday! ^^ She's friendly, cute and helpful (Usually if I got locked outside, she's the one who helped to open the door =A=)! ^^ We already planned to give her a surprise on her big day so we worked together with her friends who came for dinner the other day.
At first, her friends helped countdown to her birthday and we gave her a small muffin with a candle and a Pocky... "stabbed" in it... And then + Ivy's 2... small round chocolates on a plate...=A=... Lol, anyway, we pretend to celebrate her birthday with just the muffin+pocky+2 chocolates and she didn't suspect a thing at all. XD After that, we waited for her big group of friends to come while her other 2 girl friends distract her and keep her in her room.
Her friends came and then they went to get everything ready and off the main switch of the house. Phoebe thought it's a blackout so we all let her go down the stairs first and her friends started attacking her with cans of artificial snow and confetti's. XD She's covered with snow from head to toe. Then the usual routine every birthday boys and girls do, sing the birthday song, make 3 wishes, pull the candle out with their teeth and cut the cake. XD I've been waiting for the cake only. ^^; Yeah well, I've had cravings for cake recently so I can't wait to eat it... ^^;
The birthday girl started taking photos around with her friends one by one until its us housemates turn. She took her pictures with Sandra, Ivy and Iris with only Iris's camera but when its my turn to take a photo with her, there's these 2 friends of hers suddenly snapped our pics along with Iris's camera. I was like... "eh? *blink blink*"... *shrugs* Anyway... The black forest cake was nice! XD And the cherries! XD The whole group of people are almost consist of guys... There's like almost 15 people there and only 4 girls are in it, the rest are guys. Phoebe... you're so popular =D lol... XD She should be, she's a sweet caring girl. ^^ And she has a really cute smile.
Phoebe asked Iris to play the piano for her and she did... reluctantly... XD Everyone kept quiet as she played 'Canon in D'... >< I wish I know how to play that song. It's my favorite. AND IT SHOULD BE PLAYED ON MY WEDDING (calm down la girl)!! Should print the sheet out and go back to practice it! Great, I miss my piano...
She got a big Mashimaro plushie. It turns out that the guy she has a crush on actually looks like Mashimaro (?!) so they gave her the plushie so that she can hug it to sleep every night (according to them). XD Wahaha! XD She find that guy cute but I think his friend is cuter. XD Ah well, not interested in boys younger than me (should I even say things like this when I'm actually unavailable now? XD). Poor Sandra felt so disappointed because all the boys are younger than her and she's expecting to get a good catch (!?). XD LOL!!
Phew, I'm tired... Studied for the whole day already... Today will be the 3rd day that I didn't leave the house. I haven't leave the house 1 step for 3 days straight! XD Growing mushrooms already... Mushroom power anyone? Anyway, if mushroom power does work, I need it to keep me awake and study. XD
At first, her friends helped countdown to her birthday and we gave her a small muffin with a candle and a Pocky... "stabbed" in it... And then + Ivy's 2... small round chocolates on a plate...=A=... Lol, anyway, we pretend to celebrate her birthday with just the muffin+pocky+2 chocolates and she didn't suspect a thing at all. XD After that, we waited for her big group of friends to come while her other 2 girl friends distract her and keep her in her room.
Her friends came and then they went to get everything ready and off the main switch of the house. Phoebe thought it's a blackout so we all let her go down the stairs first and her friends started attacking her with cans of artificial snow and confetti's. XD She's covered with snow from head to toe. Then the usual routine every birthday boys and girls do, sing the birthday song, make 3 wishes, pull the candle out with their teeth and cut the cake. XD I've been waiting for the cake only. ^^; Yeah well, I've had cravings for cake recently so I can't wait to eat it... ^^;
The birthday girl started taking photos around with her friends one by one until its us housemates turn. She took her pictures with Sandra, Ivy and Iris with only Iris's camera but when its my turn to take a photo with her, there's these 2 friends of hers suddenly snapped our pics along with Iris's camera. I was like... "eh? *blink blink*"... *shrugs* Anyway... The black forest cake was nice! XD And the cherries! XD The whole group of people are almost consist of guys... There's like almost 15 people there and only 4 girls are in it, the rest are guys. Phoebe... you're so popular =D lol... XD She should be, she's a sweet caring girl. ^^ And she has a really cute smile.
Phoebe asked Iris to play the piano for her and she did... reluctantly... XD Everyone kept quiet as she played 'Canon in D'... >< I wish I know how to play that song. It's my favorite. AND IT SHOULD BE PLAYED ON MY WEDDING (calm down la girl)!! Should print the sheet out and go back to practice it! Great, I miss my piano...
She got a big Mashimaro plushie. It turns out that the guy she has a crush on actually looks like Mashimaro (?!) so they gave her the plushie so that she can hug it to sleep every night (according to them). XD Wahaha! XD She find that guy cute but I think his friend is cuter. XD Ah well, not interested in boys younger than me (should I even say things like this when I'm actually unavailable now? XD). Poor Sandra felt so disappointed because all the boys are younger than her and she's expecting to get a good catch (!?). XD LOL!!
Phew, I'm tired... Studied for the whole day already... Today will be the 3rd day that I didn't leave the house. I haven't leave the house 1 step for 3 days straight! XD Growing mushrooms already... Mushroom power anyone? Anyway, if mushroom power does work, I need it to keep me awake and study. XD
Friday, August 7, 2009
マダラ蝶
歌手：UVERworld
作詞：TAKUYA∞
作曲：TAKUYA∞
いつも同じ時間に目覚めて いつもと同じ電車に揺られる
和平時一樣時間醒來 搭上和平時一樣時間的電車
二人で選んだ部屋の灯りは 一人で消して眠りにつく
兩人一起挑選的房間燈飾 現在一個人關上入睡
何もかも悪くは無いけど 足かせになる思い出はほどいて
一切也沒有什麼不好 但那段令我駐足不前的回憶卻又再浮現
私は海を渡るマダラ蝶 のように 今以上を求め羽ばたいて行きたい
我就像橫越大海的斑蝶一樣 想要振翅去追求更美好的
何も無くしてないと言い聞かせて アナタに出会う前に戻っただけよ いいわ
請對我說我其實什麼也沒有失去 只是回到遇上你之前的日子而已 這樣就好
変わる事の無いものに 美しさなんて見出せない
在一成不變之中 根本找不到值得讚美的東西
「カランコロン」空き缶蹴っ飛ばしながら 小学生が横を歩いてく
「卡啦咯噹」把空罐踢飛 小學生們在我的旁邊走過
私も子供じゃないんだよ どんなに想い続けたとしても
我也已經不是小孩子了 不管再怎樣思念
叶わない恋もあるということに 気付いた日からは 泣くのも辞めたわ
有些戀情同樣無法實現 從我察覺到這點的那天開始 連哭泣也放棄了
あんなに好きだと言ってたのに 心変わりに全てさらわれて
明明說過如此的喜歡我 一旦變心了一切也被奪走
街のスレ違う人みたいに 何も無かった そんな顔をして
就像街上擦身而過的人一樣 擺出一副我們之間什麼事也沒發生過的表情
アナタは終わりを告げていったのに 私はそこから動けずに
就算你說我們之間已經結束了 我卻還是一直停在那兒從此動不了
馬鹿みたい 強い女に成りすまして せめて最後は美しくあろうなんて
我就像笨蛋一樣 假裝成堅強的女人 想在最後起碼也能留下美麗的印象
何一つ得るもの無く 失うだけのような この恋はそんなもののようね
什麼也得不到 就只有失去 這場戀愛就是這麼一回事吧
幸せの為に繋いだ二人の手は 離す事でしか幸せをつかめない
為了得到幸福而牽起的兩人的手 最後也只能分開 抓不住任何幸福
あんなに好きだと言ってたのに 心変わりに全てさらわれて
明明說過如此的喜歡我 一旦變心了一切也被奪走
「本当に好きだった」とか言わないで 忘れようとしてるんじゃん
別跟我說「我真的喜歡過妳」 你明明就已經忘記了
優しくなんてしないで
那就別對我這麼溫柔
アナタは全てを見てきたかのように 「永遠なんてこの世に無い」って言うけど
你就像看破一切似的 說「這個世界根本沒有永遠」
1時間後にこの世が終わったとしても 愛し合った事実は永遠に消えないでしょ?
可是就算一個小時後世界就要完結 我們相愛過的事實永遠也不會消失不是嗎?
私は海を渡るマダラ蝶のように 全てをかけてアナタのもとに行きたい
我就像橫越大海的斑蝶一樣 賭上一切也想要到你的身邊去
「次は、幸 せになる」って おどけて見せるような
「下一次，一定要幸福」 總有一天要玩笑著說出這句話
強い女になるには もう少しかかりそうね
要變成堅強的女人 似乎還需要一點時間呢
-------★★★-------★★★-------★★★-------★★★-------★★★-------★★★-------
Such a touching song, I can't help it...
Felt like crying but no tears to cry... ^^;;
作詞：TAKUYA∞
作曲：TAKUYA∞
いつも同じ時間に目覚めて いつもと同じ電車に揺られる
和平時一樣時間醒來 搭上和平時一樣時間的電車
二人で選んだ部屋の灯りは 一人で消して眠りにつく
兩人一起挑選的房間燈飾 現在一個人關上入睡
何もかも悪くは無いけど 足かせになる思い出はほどいて
一切也沒有什麼不好 但那段令我駐足不前的回憶卻又再浮現
私は海を渡るマダラ蝶 のように 今以上を求め羽ばたいて行きたい
我就像橫越大海的斑蝶一樣 想要振翅去追求更美好的
何も無くしてないと言い聞かせて アナタに出会う前に戻っただけよ いいわ
請對我說我其實什麼也沒有失去 只是回到遇上你之前的日子而已 這樣就好
変わる事の無いものに 美しさなんて見出せない
在一成不變之中 根本找不到值得讚美的東西
「カランコロン」空き缶蹴っ飛ばしながら 小学生が横を歩いてく
「卡啦咯噹」把空罐踢飛 小學生們在我的旁邊走過
私も子供じゃないんだよ どんなに想い続けたとしても
我也已經不是小孩子了 不管再怎樣思念
叶わない恋もあるということに 気付いた日からは 泣くのも辞めたわ
有些戀情同樣無法實現 從我察覺到這點的那天開始 連哭泣也放棄了
あんなに好きだと言ってたのに 心変わりに全てさらわれて
明明說過如此的喜歡我 一旦變心了一切也被奪走
街のスレ違う人みたいに 何も無かった そんな顔をして
就像街上擦身而過的人一樣 擺出一副我們之間什麼事也沒發生過的表情
アナタは終わりを告げていったのに 私はそこから動けずに
就算你說我們之間已經結束了 我卻還是一直停在那兒從此動不了
馬鹿みたい 強い女に成りすまして せめて最後は美しくあろうなんて
我就像笨蛋一樣 假裝成堅強的女人 想在最後起碼也能留下美麗的印象
何一つ得るもの無く 失うだけのような この恋はそんなもののようね
什麼也得不到 就只有失去 這場戀愛就是這麼一回事吧
幸せの為に繋いだ二人の手は 離す事でしか幸せをつかめない
為了得到幸福而牽起的兩人的手 最後也只能分開 抓不住任何幸福
あんなに好きだと言ってたのに 心変わりに全てさらわれて
明明說過如此的喜歡我 一旦變心了一切也被奪走
「本当に好きだった」とか言わないで 忘れようとしてるんじゃん
別跟我說「我真的喜歡過妳」 你明明就已經忘記了
優しくなんてしないで
那就別對我這麼溫柔
アナタは全てを見てきたかのように 「永遠なんてこの世に無い」って言うけど
你就像看破一切似的 說「這個世界根本沒有永遠」
1時間後にこの世が終わったとしても 愛し合った事実は永遠に消えないでしょ?
可是就算一個小時後世界就要完結 我們相愛過的事實永遠也不會消失不是嗎?
私は海を渡るマダラ蝶のように 全てをかけてアナタのもとに行きたい
我就像橫越大海的斑蝶一樣 賭上一切也想要到你的身邊去
「次は、幸 せになる」って おどけて見せるような
「下一次，一定要幸福」 總有一天要玩笑著說出這句話
強い女になるには もう少しかかりそうね
要變成堅強的女人 似乎還需要一點時間呢
-------★★★-------★★★-------★★★-------★★★-------★★★-------★★★-------
Such a touching song, I can't help it...
Felt like crying but no tears to cry... ^^;;
Thursday, August 6, 2009
August
It's already August... Got to meet my dearest Nulu~ Lol, Nulu you never change at all. Can't believe we're best friends. She's the total opposite of me. XD Piripara talk talk talk nonstop XD Love you to bits! XD Can't get to meet her since she'll be in KK during the week while I'm in Tawau... = =
Gotta start studying already. Finals are coming. Locking myself up to study... =A= Study study study... Torture torture torture... Let's get this over with and welcome my holidays! Well, holiday only for 1 week... = = Um... 1 week... I wonder what I can do for that 1 week since there might be black outs and internet connection might be down... Oh, drama marathon~ XD Go tea with Lily Pei Lin, and bring some stuff over to KL. MY MP3!!!!!!!!!!!!! Seriously need music to keep my sanity... Meet Daddy, he might be coming back since it's end of the month... Get lectures from Mommy... XD What else... See my Grady!! >< Gah, I want to buy that fur jacket for her!! XD Fur jacket family~ Should go see Grandma too... And her new dog? X3 Oh yeah, I'll take lots of pictures and upload in this blog then. Promoting Tawau? XD
Speaking about studying... The GACC trip... I wonder if I really can go... There's a lot to study for Microbio... And... to tell the truth... I didn't do really well in my course works... Especially the lab reports... I need to score my finals to get a better grade... *sigh*... どうするの...
Just now nearly ruined Phoebe's surprise B-day party this Saturday during dinner... ^^;; Ehe, gomen ne minna... But she didn't suspect a thing... Phew...
Gotta start studying already. Finals are coming. Locking myself up to study... =A= Study study study... Torture torture torture... Let's get this over with and welcome my holidays! Well, holiday only for 1 week... = = Um... 1 week... I wonder what I can do for that 1 week since there might be black outs and internet connection might be down... Oh, drama marathon~ XD Go tea with Lily Pei Lin, and bring some stuff over to KL. MY MP3!!!!!!!!!!!!! Seriously need music to keep my sanity... Meet Daddy, he might be coming back since it's end of the month... Get lectures from Mommy... XD What else... See my Grady!! >< Gah, I want to buy that fur jacket for her!! XD Fur jacket family~ Should go see Grandma too... And her new dog? X3 Oh yeah, I'll take lots of pictures and upload in this blog then. Promoting Tawau? XD
Speaking about studying... The GACC trip... I wonder if I really can go... There's a lot to study for Microbio... And... to tell the truth... I didn't do really well in my course works... Especially the lab reports... I need to score my finals to get a better grade... *sigh*... どうするの...
Just now nearly ruined Phoebe's surprise B-day party this Saturday during dinner... ^^;; Ehe, gomen ne minna... But she didn't suspect a thing... Phew...
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