21st Birthday~

Yeap, today is a historical day where a little sheep hatched from an egg and transformed into a lioness! *bricked* .. Okok, today is 28th of April, my birthday! I've been busy doing my stuff from morning till afternoon.

Received a lot of birthday wishes from a lot of friends! ^^ Nulu haven't wish me! 10 minutes to 29th ady! Nulu! Where are you!? Haha, don't worry, I know you're busy studying for your major exam. Ganbatte! I know you can do it!

Went out to eat dinner with Mommy and sis in Olive. We ordered 2 Tiramisu cake slices and join them together and putting 2 candles on top. I met Siau Ying there. She came with a bunch of her friends and we chatted a little. She haven't changed much ne. Still looked like a nice mom to Nulu. XD Haha!

By the time I want to take photos with my cake, the electricity got cut off. = = And Gray's not cooperating with me =3= Wore my black tube dress! I love that dress! XD I got a key pendant and a ring from mom and sis. When the electricity came back, I went online again and checked out JU. OMG~ They opened a thread to celebrate my birthday online! >u< I'm so touched!! I didn't really thought of interacting with them and then they did such a thing! OMG! I guess the touchest birthday in my life would be my 21st birthday! Yer... I love those people!

Lastly, Happy Birthday to me and may all my birthday wishes come true! Ganbatte, Sheep! ^^

Home

I'm home~ Everything went fine throughout the journey! ^^ The uncle that drove me to airport is very friendly. Wow, he went to Japan and worked before. Must learn more from him. LCCT grew big! A lot of shops are opened in there but I didn't went to look around. Went to check in, bought a set McD meal, went to the departure hall and then waited for boarding, eating french fries, drinking iced milo and reading my new book 'A moment forever' by Harada Maha... It's about Ran and her Golden Retriever Rila...

Reached home and ate dinner with Mom while Via went out with her friends again. Gray was so happy to see me she was running all over the house and jumping around. After dinner, I went to take a bath and then on the dvd player to watch 学警狙撃, wondering about the legendary 'Laughing哥' coz everyone was practically crazy over him. Yep, starting my drama marathon again! ^^

There was strong wind blowing during midnight and the trees were all tilting to one side. Some light things started flying around... Me and Gray huddled together while I watch my drama... *sigh* This is life~ I'm so glad to be home...

Exams and Surprises

やっと終わりました！！ Finally! Exams are over!!!! XD I feel like jumping up and screaming! YAA!!! XD Actually, I'm blogging with some gelatin and icing on my eyelashes and my front bangs. I'll start with the morning. ^^

実は、私まだゾンビモードの中です！ Slept at 2am and woke up at 6am just to continue studying my Biology. I'm nearly late. The short essay questions really can kill people... = = 11 questions all together add up cost 80 marks for the whole paper... Freakin' crazy... My words are all flying I can't even recognize them... Anyways, enough of exams!

Weina asked me to join them for happy hour after the exam. We, a group of girls, GC, Huan Ting, Lii Na, Yi Ting, Weina, Ka Foong and me took a taxi to Times Square. We met up with their friend Ally and Bee Lay in Neway and we started our karaoke session. It's been a while since I heard Mayday's song. I missed Ashin! Love his meaningful and emotional lyrics and music style! >< Used to be a die-hard Mayday fan before I come to college. >< Mayday, please come here again! I wanna attend your concert!

We were singing while Bee Lay and Lii Na went out to change some mics until suddenly, the TV screen switched songs and started playing 'Happy Birthday'. I wasn't aware of what happened until they bring in 2 cakes. They gave Huan Ting, GC and me a surprise birthday celebration since our birthdays are on 26th, 27th and 28th. It was really unexpected. And to tell the truth, I'm really very touched on what they did. I just knew them around this year January and they already made me felt like I'm one of them for a long time. I really am touched... T_T ホンマに心からありがとうございました! You girls are really ADORABLE! I'm really glad I met them. That's why, life in here is definitely way better than in Inti, because I met such great friends. Definitely a bunch of people that are not just only passerby's in my life!

They even rehearsed a song for us. So cute!! >w< And following the tradition, we played with the candles and smashing the birthday girl's face to the cake. Lucky me and GC's cake got a layer of hardened icing on top. They tried smashing our faces but it didn't get much effect on us. That's how I get the gelatin and icing on my eyelashes and bangs. Huan Ting had half of the cake's cream on her face. かわいそう XD... We even have free champagne. XD We continued singing until it's 7pm and we left for shopping. >< Shopaholic strikes again. I bought a fur vest! >< I'm super obsessed with fur and tube dresses!! >< Should stop buying to much... Saw a mini skirt kimono!! >< If I get my hands on it, I'll do this pose! *bashes hentai side* Yeah, my hentainess is taking control... XP Maybe I'll ask Mom to make one for me... I'm nuts... We went to eat and then take a taxi home. I totally exhausted...

Going back tomorrow evening. Can dance again! XD I missed dancing! And my PS2!! >< Time to release all the tension and stress! And continue my guitar lessons. >< I felt so guilty to my guitar!! Brought all the way here but I haven't touched it for weeks!!! I'm sorry guitar!!!

Zombie Sheep

Oh gosh, I'm so so so so so so so so so(x472,813,593) TIRED!!! What I did all day after that vacation is study study and more STUDYING!! This is plain self-torturing! T_T Want good grades but have to suffer from dizziness, sleepiness, headache and stuffing 2 thick books into my tiny little sheep brain! ARGH!!! HELP!!

I want to go relax at a seaside, go yumcha with friends or anything, just get me away from studying! T_T Felt like crying after realizing there's so much to cram for biology and the exam is on Friday morning... I'll do what I can... *sigh* And I sure do hope that I can do good in tomorrow's Biochem exam... That's one scary subject... After Thursday and Friday, I'll go enjoy with my friends, go home on Saturday and celebrate my birthday at home...

Found one funny entertainer arguing over a cooking navigator machine. I first saw him when someone let me see a video of him playing a crazy Tetris game. Well, at least these video helps to pause my zombie sheep mode for a while... Anyway, I should go back to self-torturing now... 明日の生化学試験、頑張ります！

Lucky

Mom called and told me that Grandmama's dog Lucky died a few days ago. T_T... He's the son of my previous dog Ferrari and when he's already 2 months old, we decided to sent him to Grandmama so that he could keep her company. And he did a great job on that.

I heard that he died from internal injuries after he got hit by a car... Grandmama's gonna miss him... Same goes to me... I watched him ever since he was born, watched him grew into a black little fur ball prancing around with his brothers and sisters, and watched him following Grandmama in and out of the house... Though Grandmama don't really have the strength to bathe such a big dog so he's quite dirty... But at least he really stayed by Grandmama's side keeping her company since my cousins, uncle and aunty weren't always at home by her side... Now Grandmama's bugging Daddy and one of my cousin to get her a new dog... She really got use to having dogs by her side now I guess... T_T I really miss Lucky...

Genting Trip on 19th

Went to Genting with Mom and her colleagues + Via yesterday~ They arrived KL on Saturday. I packed some of my stuff and followed their taxi to Imperial Hotel, and then, went shopping in Sungei Wang while Mom gets her eyebrows retouched. I saw a Kon plushie in Sun Comics!!! XD And it's the same size like my Ultraman plushie!! That would be really nice to snuggle it to sleep!! >U< I wanna bring Kon-chan home~! After that, we met up with Mom's colleague, Cassandra and Penny. Well, actually Penny used to be my junior in high school. We went to Pavillon and ate some high-class Japanese cuisine in there. After all these tiring stuff, we went back to the hotel... =o= I can't feel my heels already...

The next day, we went to Genting by van. It brings back a lot of memories. The previous trips with Shi and Ai, and the craziest trip last year. Haha! Those were the crazy times. Check-in time is at 3pm so we decided to go walk around first before checking-in. Via, Penny and the other male colleagues went to the outdoor theme park. I decided to stick with Mom and Cass to go shopping instead. Hehe... Well, don't wanna be a killjoy for those guys who flew all the way from Tawau to Genting... Shopping with Mom and Cass was fun anyway. We went to see the exhibition of Ripley's Believe it Or Not and saw a lot of weird things and had fun laughing our heads off on stuff... And then we went to Starbucks for coffee.

At night, we went to watch some circus performance called Dreamz in Pavillon in the indoor theme park. The stage setting was really beautiful with all these soft pastel color lights and neon green lights with swirly patterns. It's really dreamy. Reminds me of the PS1 game, the Legend of Mana. XD The dancers were wearing colorful costumes and dancing dancing around. There's a magician and a crazy-scientist-looking clown doing some crazy magic stuff. And a woman in a very fancy Victorian-style gown singing soprano, kids jumping and flying around in flying trapezes doing acrobatic moves... The most interesting parts are the white tiger, white lion and white lion cub. But their show time were less than 5 minutes... The tiger and lion were acting like cats XD! And the lion was handsome! Lol, don't mind me, I'm a little nuts... The white lion cub was SUPER CUTE!! XD It's acting like a kitten, dragging the performer around the stage and biting his head XD. They have photo sessions for the audience with the 3 animals but 1 picture is for RM60... = =" Scary... They have 2 Old English Shepards too!! XD They're so cute!!! I've always wanted big furry dogs like them, or a Collie or a Siberian Husky!! But they ran out to the stage, walked one round and went back to the backstage... = =" If you asked me, I find the whole show quite boring, with the animals' show time being so short plus some unrelated dance performances...

After that, we went to Starbucks again for coffee. And we went to enjoy the cool wind outside of the hotel. It's really freezing outside. And I finally get to wear my fur-hooded jacket~ Furry~

The next day, which is today, we went to have breakfast then came back down to KL. Since there's still time before Mom's going to the airport, we decide to go to KLCC. Kinokuniya~ My heaven~ Here I come~ Bought 2 books again... *sigh* I'm a worse shopaholic if it comes to books than clothes... I'm such a bookworm... I wanna stay overnight in there, indulging in heaps of books... XD Mom left to the airport around 3.30pm after dropping me off at my house...

The little lost puppy was gone by the time I went home before going to KLCC... = = I was thinking of whether to name her 'Berry' or 'Peanut'... But she left... Lucky I haven't buy dog shampoo and biscuits yet... = = I'm gonna miss that little girl...

I'll upload the pictures after I go back to Tawau this Saturday... I guess... >v< I wanna huggie huggie Kon-plushie!!!

Puppy~

Gah, late updates again! Should have written something on Sia Mama's birthday but I have Biz Stats Finals the next day. Then on Thursday, I'm working my butt off on my Java with the help of James Gor of course. Couldn't make it without him... Seriously, I owe him big... Gor, wait for me to come back on 3rd May, I'll treat you to ice-cream! XD

Anyway, this morning I woke up and saw Prema packing her things. Mom had been bugging me about how bad the feng shui of my place is, with my bed facing the bathroom and bla bla bla... *sigh* I know, it's for my own good. Anyway, I asked Prema yesterday and she agreed to switch places with me, since she only come back once a week to take her stuff and go. We decide to move our things this morning. So we were running around the room with our stuff.

After all the moving, I went to make my breakfast and saw the puppy from last night sleeping in the drain in our front yard. I think she's lost or something. She just practically popped out of nowhere and appeared in our front yard, barking non stop at us. We tried beckoning her to come but she doesn't trust us and left the house through the drain last night. This morning, she was sleeping in the drain and I gave her some warm milk. I think I made it too hot for her. XD she was licking and splashing milk all over... Puppies are so cute... They're easy to trust people too, as long as you give them food when they're hungry XD. I sound like a swindler XD But the puppy was kinda noisy... She keeps on barking and whining and howling... She's gonna freak Sandra out with that howling XD... Her howling sounds weird...

Went for my Java finals this afternoon. I don't know what I wrote on the paper. XD Seriously, I really have no idea what am I writing. But anyway, at least I know how to do the long question at the last part of the paper. Finally! I'm free from the evil clutches of Java Programming!! I'm free!! No more import javax.swing.*; int num1=5, for(num1=5;num<10;num++), JOptionPane.showMessageDialog(null,"Name of employee is "+name,JOptionPane.INFORMATION_MESSAGE); bla bla bla all these sorts... No more computer language!!! XD

I'm exhausted... But I still have to continue doing my revision for Biochem. No time to lose anymore... = = And I hope I really can study better after the trip to Genting... Anyways, 休息是为了走更远的路! わたし頑張っています！

Here's some pics for that little lost puppy. Just went to the balcony and saw her squirming out of the drain again... Don't know where she's planning to go...

Expectations...

People always expect you to become someone better.

Teachers expect you to be a top grade student.

Parents expect that you graduate university and get a professional well-earned job even if it's not your choice.

Employers expect you to work hard for the company unconditionally without holidays and complaints.

Friends expect you to always be available and ready whenever they ever need your help, even when you yourself is in need of help too.

Boyfriend/girlfriend expects you to always put them in the first and understand them no matter how bad you felt like shutting yourself away from everything and enjoy some private moments by yourself at that time...

So many people in our life, so many expectations...
Do we really need to live up to what they really want us to be?

Do they even realize our own feelings, our own expectations for ourselves, our choices, our decisions, our life?

Surprise

This morning I woke up, I was planning to continue doing my revision until I got a message from Weina. They were planning to give a heart attack, eh, I mean, surprise birthday to Ka Foong. So I waited at Alliance Bank for them and then we went to Tong Kei to buy birthday cake.

After buying the cake and some snacks, we head to GC and Ka Foong's house. GC let us in and we prepared everything in the kitchen quietly. Then we went to KF's room and surprised her with the birthday song. She was really happy ne... XD Reminds me of my surprise birthday too when I was in A levels... I miss those old days sometimes... Especially when I'm listening to BUGright... Anyway, we went down to the dining room and eat. I just found out that Huan Ting, GC and me have our birthday only 1 day difference from each other. HT on the 26th, GC on the 27th and me on the 28th. We were chit-chatting about random stuff until I told them I have to go. But then when I stepped outside, it had already started to rain. Weina they all are going home and so they said they'll accompany me home since I don't have an umbrella with me. Again, whenever I didn't bring my umbrella and it's raining, I'm wearing white shirt... I was sharing the umbrella with Yi Ting and half of my back was soaked... So sexy... = = How many times was it, 4th already including this?

Continued studying Biz Stats in the afternoon. Again, it's raining and it's been raining non-stop ever since noon. Downpour, drizzle, downpour, drizzle, stop, drizzle and downpour again... Nothing really much happened except studying and the rain.

Hope I can sleep later... Been having sleeping problems again. Lying on the bed but staring wide-eyed at the ceiling in the dark. = =" I know I'm tired but my brain just won't rest... Plus, counting down to Wednesday for Biz Stats Finals... Need my brain fully awake to calculate and punch holes in my calculator... Damn finals, just go away faster! I wanna go out and have fun...

Happy Birthday to Jagung ^^

Wah, I'm so busy... Busy with what you asked? Busy chatting in MSN... And I said I'm studying.. heh... I was chatting with 'Lily' Pei Lin XD, then chatting with some guy in Oovoo, went to kacau Shi, and then JC suddenly pop out and called me her 'love' *throw up*, and then also suddenly, GC, Weina, Joyce and Li Na added me to their chatbox... Haha, apparently, today is Ka Foong's birthday! ^^ Wow, 12th April is Ka Foong's, 14th is Sia Mama's, 16th is Shi's, 20th is James Kor's, 28th is mine~ XD Long list ne...

Anyway, GC said it's KF's birthday today, so we wanted to give her a surprise. Weina sent me one of KF's pic and asked me to put it on dp. So everyone was having her pic as their dp, and on 12am, GC invited her into our chatbox and we wished her happy birthday. That was really cute of them! XD

Haha, I really like them a lot. They're a bunch of cute girls. I'm really glad I met them. They're the first bunch of friends I've had ever since I transferred to this university. Thank you so much girls, it's fun knowing you all! ^^

Anyway, I'm going to sleep now. I'm very very very tired... = =" Need to continue studying Biz Stats in the morning... >"< I have no idea how to do estimation and the hypothesis thingy!

Stormy afternoon

There's a storm again this afternoon. The thunder was loud and the downpour was so heavy I can barely see the houses opposite clearly. But I enjoy the weather, it's very refreshing. Well, not the thunder though... The wind is cold and the sound of the rain is just really cooling. I like spending a little time watching the heavy rain at the balcony door. It's very comfortable... Add a cup of hot mocha and it's very relaxing!

I was studying my Biz Stats this afternoon when Sandra suddenly called me to come down and join them in watching a movie. It's the latest horror movie 'Unborn'. So I joined the fun and watched the movie with them. I've always wanted to do this with a bunch of friends. Like we get together in a rainy afternoon or night, grab some snacks and drinks and have a horror movie marathon. XD Well, actually I'm kinda scared watching horror movies at nights. But with friends, it's quite thrilling. XD So we put our notes and books aside for a while and watch the movie! It wasn't as scary as I thought. Something about twins and dybbuk possessing people. It's more to disgusting than scary. Like one of the old man got his head twisted around 360 degrees and he's walking on all fours like a spider... Kinda reminds me of Ju On... It was a cool afternoon. ^^

I love rainy days like this... Oh well, enough of dreaming, back to Biz Stats... The dizziness is back... = =

Clumsy!!

I'm being clumsy again!! Ah, well, I'm always clumsy anyway.

Actually this happened yesterday when I went to buy some stuff for my Biochem revision. After I bought what I need, I walked out of the shop and stepped in a hole which I didn't see, twisted my ankle and landed on one knee...... So if people saw me, I was like walking in between 2 cars and suddenly I disappeared... = =" 恥しいですよ！><"

Gah... I came back with a twisted left foot. The same foot I injured when I was in J2 when I went for hurdling. But it got better overnight... Lol, Shi said I should let someone hold my hand when I'm walking anywhere since I'm getting more and more clumsy. XD

Slacking

Gah!! I've been slacking off! Just because I let stupid emotions get into my way, I slacked off! Grr, Sheep! You can't be like that! You've got a dream to reach! You've got to prove that you can do it to those who underestimated you and said you're stupid (****ing stupid uncle of mine)! Anyway, I hope my senses comes back before it's too late for my finals...

Been hooked to Bleach again recently, and I went nuts over that perverted lion plushie, Kon...
I have a thing for hentais!!!! I wanna snuggle snuggle him to sleep XD. I'm freakin' nuts...

Alright, should go back to studying. Biz Stats finals next week Wednesday! よし! 頑張っています! Actually I'm really lazy to study Biz Stats... Why do I have to take Business Subjects when I'm majoring in Biology!? = =

Life in Cheras

Life in Cheras? Definitely WAY better than in Nilai! XD

Seriously, I have no idea how I can stand staying in that crappy remote area for 1 whole year. Studying irrelevant subjects like Sociology, Psychology and even US History, and then failing Organic Chemistry, taking up to 2 freakin' hours to travel from Nilai to KL, cannot cook in the hostel which means spending an amount of money on meals, and what more, roommate drama... And because of that, my patience were eaten up and my temper gone short-fused.

I met great new friends in this new school. I have cute housemates where we have fun together. I'm studying subjects that I like (minus Java Programming). What more, we even have a main chef of the house to prepare dinner for us! XD Although the weather is really hot compared to Nilai, which is quite a cool place, I can't complain anymore than that. I really love it in here. Even though the schedule here is quite hectic, still I can manage well. But now that assignments are done, I really have nothing much to do. XD

Time really do fly fast, and in a blink of an eye, it's almost the end of the semester. Finals are coming too and so are my holidays. Somehow, I don't feel that thrilled anymore going back to Tawau. I have no idea why. Is it because I really felt happy in here that going home makes no difference at all? Unlike those days in Inti where I really can't wait to go back home and enjoy myself. Is it because of all those troubles and dramas that made me want to go home that bad? Could be... XD Anyway, holiday is coming end of this month (And so is my birthday! Psst!). I guess I'll go driving around again in my little red car. XD

It's a blog!

It's a blog! My blog! = = Yes yes, of course... Anyway I decided to open a blog, I have no idea why, probably because I wanted to write things in here since I'm not an expressive person.

And so, finally, today is the last day of assignments. I finally finished everything in my to-do list. Now for some lifeless life. Woke up early just to go to school to print out the Java assignment and hand in to Mr. Vee. After that, walk to Giant to restock my food XD. I've been out of food for days. Well, to be more accurate, I'm just plain lazy to make food for myself. I shouldn't be that lazy. = = I should have learned my lesson from suffering gastric. Bought a lot of junk food instead, like Pocari Sweat, chocolates, bla bla bla just to satisfy my sweet tooth.

After reaching home, the neighbor was having their water tank repaired. I nearly freaked out when the workers were walking around at my balcony = =. My housemates were all out and I was all alone at home. So I was kinda cautious, because the workers need to borrow our rooftop to work on the tank, which is why our gate is open...

Anyway, assignments are done and there's still around 2 weeks to finals. I hadn't had the mood to study yet after finish rushing all those stupid assignments. Giving myself some time off. But there wasn't much to do either. Just watching Bleach or Sonic X in Youtube, and then online but doing nothing... = = I want to go to the movies, or maybe just go walking around in malls, spending time in MPH or Kinokuniya... Whatever, just get me out of the house after all those crazy works I need to do...